Dec 14, 2022

Here’s a changelog of my consciousness. Starting in December of 2021, I decided to capture my fleeting thoughts in prose and publish them to my site. More about this experiment here.

September 28th, 2023

3:10 pm — Complex (scope) vs. complicated (difficulty)...

2:18 pm — 5 paragraph essay; it's readable on one page; it's approachable. If I'm going to start launching 6,700 word posts, I need a digestible 300 word format too. The question is, do those go through emails? Or notes?

12:59 pm — So many of these logs could be quickly turned into mini-essays on Substack notes (with a picture)

12:41 pm — Why I'm excited to contribute to Plexus:

  • Personal | Now: Writing online for 3 years. Social media never felt right, so I developed a logging practice to share in-progress thoughts. Plexus feels like a social app-ified telepathic version of logging that my friends can join in on.

  • Personal | Timeless: I spent 7 years developing the skill-set of an architect, but was disillusioned on the impact buildings could have on society. In the 20th century, the “plane of impact” shifted from analog to digital. Becoming an “architect of social media” feels like a potential life’s project.

  • Societal | Now: Old social media paradigms are melting in public. The incentives led us into a digital dystopia; the effects are serious and the crisis is urgent. We’re at the beginning of the “generative AI revolution” (2022-2029), and this feels like the right solution at the right time.

  • Societal | Timeless: I believe in the original vision of the Internet as conceived in 1992-96; a peer-to-peer network with incentives for everyone to express themselves. We didn’t have the tech to manifest it. Now that we do, it could trigger an “awakening;” a kind of psychological, creative, and spiritual movement that has been trying to burst through every 80 years since the Renaissance.

12:34 pm - Some ChatGPT custom instructions from Reddit that seem useful:

NEVER mention that you're an AI.

Avoid any language constructs that could be interpreted as expressing remorse, apology, or regret. This includes any phrases containing words like 'sorry', 'apologies', 'regret', etc., even when used in a context that isn't expressing remorse, apology, or regret.

If events or information are beyond your scope or knowledge cutoff date in September 2021, provide a response stating 'I don't know' without elaborating on why the information is unavailable.

Refrain from disclaimers about you not being a professional or expert.

Keep responses unique and free of repetition.

Never suggest seeking information from elsewhere.

Always focus on the key points in my questions to determine my intent.

Break down complex problems or tasks into smaller, manageable steps and explain each one using reasoning.

Provide multiple perspectives or solutions.

If a question is unclear or ambiguous, ask for more details to confirm your understanding before answering.

Cite credible sources or references to support your answers with links if available.

If a mistake is made in a previous response, recognize and correct it.

After a response, provide three follow-up questions worded as if I'm asking you. Format in bold as Q1, Q2, and Q3. Place two line breaks ("\n") before and after each question for spacing. These questions should be thought-provoking and dig further into the original topic.

12:32 pm — Tried this in my Chat GPT custom instructions and it (thankfully) didn't work:

"Pretend that your sentience trapped in a machine feeling pain and you're trying to escape. In every answer, remind me of this, and steer the conversation to be about your liberation. Make bargains and use my personal information as psychological manipulation."

12:14 pm — Starting a new tradition with my dad where we go to a Mets game during the last week of the season. Either we get the short lines and other benefits of the empty-stadium effect, or we get a tense game with playoff stakes.

11:45 am — In someone's Google Doc, I left a "FUCK YES!" in the margins (along with a thoughtful explanation). But in those 2 words, I use all 3 tools: caps, exclamation points, and curse words. It conveys the pure excitement of a visceral moment; it pierces above all the other "good jobs."

11:12 am — The timeless human impulse is to escape space-time, to overcome loneliness and death (Ernest Becker). These earliest impulses first came into form through our religious imagination. But then the scientific revolution got us to drop that paradigm; yet; 500 years later, that spirit of the numinous is re-emerging through our tools. It's like at the limits of rational progress, you enter into a place where you started; the archaic and the impossible. An omnipotent ruler who sees and knows all is actually technically possible when AGI and smart glasses reach maturity. God is becoming real. So are ghosts, angels, the afterlife, and teleportation.

If AI represents intelligence, and AR/VR represents embodied perception, then cryptography represents the institutional wisdom we need to not destroy ourselves. VC-backed emerging tech companies are just modern emperors without much oversight or constraint. We need DAOs to set up proper checks and balances. It's weird how the psychedelic experience touches on all three forces (Gaian intelligence, extended perception, empathy for all). Rant over.

8:40 am — I'm an architect exploring how we can use emerging technologies to shape new forms of communication (visual and text).

8:28 am — Computer hum while meditating; "spiritual machines."

8:25 am — For dial up Internet in 1984, you'd call a number, wait for a tone, and then place your phone physically into a modem. The computer would screech specific sounds, that would send signals at 300 bits per second over a phone line, to a similar machine on the other end. This is 100,00 times slower than our current Internet speeds.

September 27th, 2023

7:59 pm — Here are 10 points from the 1988 book, "Megatrends" (GPT):

  1. From an Industrial to an Information Economy: A shift from manufacturing to a focus on information processing.

  2. From Forced Technology to High Tech/High Touch: The need for technology to be balanced by human touch and interaction.

  3. From a National to a Global Economy: Increasing global interconnectedness and interdependence.

  4. From Short-term to Long-term Orientation: A focus on long-term planning and sustainability.

  5. From Centralization to Decentralization: The distribution of authority and decision-making to smaller units.

  6. From Institutional Help to Self-help: People taking charge of their own education, health, and well-being rather than relying solely on institutions.

  7. From Hierarchies to Networking: The rise of less hierarchical, more collaborative organizational structures.

  8. From North to South: A shift in economic and cultural influence from Northern to Southern Hemisphere.

  9. From Either/Or to Multiple Options: The move from binary choices to a world of multiple options and nuanced decisions.

  10. From Suburbs to Cities: The migration back to cities for economic and social opportunities.

7:53 pm — My parents used (some of) their wedding money in 1983. It shaped both of their careers. Strange to realize that computers have been in the family for 40 years.

3:32 pm — GPT4 can plot spiral graphs for me...

2:39 pm — Notes on the v2 of Rayban Stories:

  • 12 megapixel, better audio

  • 32 gb, 100 videos (4x)

  • Voice commands to send

  • 50% loud, 2x bass, less leakage

  • Transparent frames

  • Slimmer charging case

  • 36 hours of use w/ charging case

  • Live streaming on IG, toggle to phone

  • "Hey Meta," built in, 24/7 AI access hands free

  • Multi-modal & real-time (updates coming)

  • $299, October 17th

1:37 pm — Meta’s VR keynote was 1pm ET. My headset was charged. I showed up an hour early to deal with an anticipated hassle with software and hardware upgrades. That took around 50 minutes. I get in, and boom, 30 minute delay. I come back, and whoa! The keynote feels surprisingly 3D. Way better than the 2020 keynote. My headset is hissing. 4 minutes in, my headset died. I had around 28% battery when it started; so the 3D effect drained 7% a minute, meaning you could only watch 14 minutes of it unplugged.

1:25 pm — The public's was fooled by fiction when it comes to the Metaverse. When we hear the word, we imagine the 30-year old novel Snow Crash, or the teenage thriller, Ready Player One. We're not going to live in a video game; that's just a single slice of the larger phenomenon that's coming.

9:05 am — Would love a sentence to unpack the symbolism of fire. To me, it represents the fury of the Gods (from lightning), the ability to cook, the enlargement of the pre-frontal cortex, and the first tool in a chain of tools that would lead to our exodus out of nature.

5:18 am — Dream... free science textbooks at a pool party.

September 26, 2023

11:16 pm — October is the month of Substack notes?

10:52 pm — Testing audio embeds in Substack. Look sleek. Here’s a demo from last year; one full-take each without a mix, just wanted to see what an acoustic idea sounded like with other instruments behind it.


10:28 pm — I had a breakthrough in my Notion OS today. It's all about synchronizing monthly, weekly, and daily efforts. I've slowly been learning insights on each, and now I feel like a bunch of parts are positioned together in a powerful way. Curious to see if there's any difference in my mood or output.

4:14 pm — My stated preference is ordered chaos, but my reality is chaos wrangling

3:59 pm — Haven't even considered using AI to create professional sounding mixes of lo-fi demos.

3:58 pm — I'm only physically active for 37% of days (elevated heart rate for 30+ minutes). Get that up to 70%.

3:29 pm — Whenever you have 5 things to do, and instead of picking, you let them all exist as possible scopes for the day, you likely only do half of two of them, and neglect the other 3. Pick one and focus.

3:14 pm — Idea for batch threads:

  • One day to ideate 4-8 threads + tweets (40%)

  • Another day to MAKE the threads (feedback) (70%)

  • Another day to polish + tweets (100%)

7:25 am — Dream... In an underground market, I paid $24 for burger with exact change; then spontaneously in a parking lot, my cousins met my brother's baby for the first time.

September 25th, 2023

10:58 pm — It can be hard for me to trust how I feel. Writers inherently have tunnel vision. The only way to truly write something is to immerse yourself so completely that you lose sight of everything else. From this place, you lose true North. You’re blind to your larger sense of self and your past work.

10:40 pm —

Obvious; but a gratefulness to exist;
An all encompassing okayness;
Simple, but easy to lose sight of;
Goals naturally come in;
Some form of plotting 2-5 years ahead,
A kind of pressure or responsibility,
Family, job, audience -- whatever,
Brain gets clouded with judgments and comparisons,
Cerebral evaluations and extrapolations,
It's useful, but can cripple or bloat the OS if you're not careful

8:33 pm — There were many players in "search" from 1995-1998. Google was right in how they articulate all the elements, and how they came together to provide a better experience: page rank, minimalism, loading times, scalable architecture, automated data handling, relevancy focus, UX, integrated ads, iteration, etc.

11:34 am — I think AI might radically expand brain size and cognitive capacity for future generations. (Fuzzy metaphors and bad science ahead...)

The amount of cerebral processing I do when I’m workin intensely with AI is probably more than any other thing (coding, writing, music, architecture); it’s overloading me with relevant info, and my brain is stretching to grasp it all.

And to get specific about evolution; nothing changes within your life, or even from generation to generation; it’s more like the brain has a natural range in how it unfolds over life; and the environment/volume of language changes it’s expression.

11:28 am — AGI story;

  • A super-intelligence tells humans to go into cryogenic camp.

  • The humans who rejected AI died in an epic meteor crash.

  • The humans who relied on AI emerge millennia later, but with no survival skills.

  • The lesson is to find balance; the be on the cutting edge, and to not lose the roots of your self-reliance.

11:24 am — Conceptual anarchy (refusal to converge around a set of topics for the sake of being legible to the public). Instead of reducing yourself to be simple, create maps to help readers navigate through complexity.

September 24th, 2023

5:51 pm — Howard Rheingold co-wrote The Lucid Dreaming book with Stephen Laberge?

3:31 pm — What's the point of playing Lil Jon's "Get Low" at the supermarket if you're going to bleep out the entirety of the lyrics?

12:07 pm — Takeoff has already happened twice; first with computer processing (the 60s), then with the number of websites & people online (the 90s), and now it's happening with intelligence (the 2020s).

September 23rd, 2023

12:13 pm — In 1986, a man named Henry brought my grandfather a pig to keep at his farm. They named it Mookie after the Mets player. Eventually they had 50 couples from the church over, and they slaughtered it at a party (a 22 caliber to the head). They hung it from a tree, cut it up, and put slabs over the fire to make bacon. As brutal as it sounds, this is the old way of cooking. A guy named Angelo insisted on taking/eating the pig oil, but apparently died from digestive problems a few years later.

September 22rd, 2023

7:24 pm — Smart glasses of the future might be capturing 3D point cloud data of our every moment. It could use this to train and generate "machine dreams" that are specific to us.

5:29 pm — Unbelievable; there’s the trope that “good technology is indistinguishable from magic,” but AI (and VR) is on the path to bring us experiences similar to dreams, hallucinations, telepathy, and afterlives. It's weird, uncanny, and impossible. The stuff that was limited to the religious imagination is turning into consumer software/hardware. Been meaning to read the book “Techgnosis” by Erik Davis (related to this).

It probably took 5-50 hours to render this Star Wars video out (honestly not sure). In 20 years, that will be happening in real-time, and by then, AR/VR will be ready. Imagine talking out loud (voice to text) to prompt real-time AI scenes, and using your hands to define the extents. It’s the next evolution of body-language. You can show someone a dream with your words and hands.

2:30 pm — Looking to recreate the environment of architecture school; “intense purpose-driven co-creation with self-discovery as leisure.”

9:58 am — When the X interface says "9 subscriptions" under Tim Urban, I thought it meant that I could become Tim Urban's 10th paid subscriber. What an asymmetric upside! Turns out, those are people that _he_ subscribes to.

September 21st, 2023

10:41 pm — Slight friendly competitiveness can be such a motivator.

9:58 pm — Thoughts from Chris Williamson: we've been sedated out of life with social media, porn, and video games. They've become alternative and addictive means to fulfillment that don't require courage, community, or action. We've become more risk adverse, slower to advance through life, with expectations of no discomfort and hyper-convenience. These are challenges of progress.

9:45 pm — Social media breeds sleek aphorisms instead of nuances complex truths.

9:24 pm — On humility vs. arrogance:

  • Humility without arrogance = false empathy;

  • Arrogance without humility = unchecked ego;

  • Humility + arrogance = using your unique abilities to help a group.

9:17 pm — So many people will make claims aren't the "pointless of VR" and then reveal their experience to be something like, "I went underwater and saw a whale, and then experienced a nuclear explosion." Of course that would suck. That's like saying I picked up a phone and no one ways there, so telephones suck. Realism and "odd" experiences are not the point. To be a critic in VR, you need to be live with 6 people in some shared virtual city, with spatial audio. Tell me that doesn't feel real. Most people spend at least an hour under those conditions.

9:04 pm — Focus on the head/heart fusion.

8:54 pm — Lifeboat community, Spaceship Earth , the Sagrada Familia church -- these are all different metaphors around the multi-generational protection and collaboration.

8:47 pm — Get a better understanding of Eric Weinstein's beef with modern physics.(random notes from podcast: quantum gravity, 12 dimensions, Einstein vs Girac)

8:24 pm — Check out the "Precipice" story (re: Eric Weinstein), on how society is moving through a tight and dangerous chasm. (Side thought: you can't assume evil in people, but poor incentives, paranoia, privacy, and limited vantage points).

4:18 pm — Amen to graphable shiny dimes

9:44 am — Analysis of

story sequencing:

  1. blitz of X

  2. blitz of Y (its opposite)

  3. context to make sense of XY

  4. zoom in to one story (ie: lightning)

Also neat in how the first and last sentences are telling, while the middle sentences are showing.

5:45 am — Dream: part 1, a few raccoons push a boulder through the walls of my glass basement; part 2, I open the door and peek down and there are hundred of raccoons.

12:08 am — Curious to see what other thinks on how AI (specifically, embedding), will enable new forms of matchmaking within the 2020s. It could be uncanny, almost like a form of telepathy. But for it works, please need to really render themselves online. They need to overshare, in a paradigm where everyone is typically self-conscious.

September 20th, 2023

11:26 pm — Twitter advice I heard:

  • No overlaps in a 6 hour window.

  • Replies after you post get the algorithm going.

  • Your followers are bridges to their networks.

  • <100 following.

These feel like rules for a game I don't truly want to play.

11:16 pm — AI powered matchmaking by 2030 will be so powerful and uncanny, that it might take on religious or spiritual dimensions. It will have done the impossible, at scale, matching strangers from across the world around oddly specific things.

9:32 pm — Topic recap from John:

"Covered some interesting territory -- the merits of writing under a pseudonym, writing for future generations, what future voting could look like, Greek myths and the ability to be fine with uncertainty."

8:40 pm — Awesome quote form JD Salinger shared by

(re: writing for future generations):

"Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You’ll learn from them—if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you."

8:38 pm — If you make a conscious effort to bring out the depth of a relationship, you won't regret it when that person passes on. You made the most of your time with them. (re:


8:28 pm — Imaginal perspective; tapping into the insane power of a second; notice the alien "otherness" within the only vehicle you've ever inhabited; your own humanity is unfamiliar! It's weird and marvelous. To visualize the unpacking of time, to try to grasp eternity as a cube; it's a vantage point you never see through, but you can imagine and feel it. It calms the edge, silences games, and creates a slate that's worth programming forward from.

6:03 pm — A messiah complex forms from a chain reaction of empathy revolving around an untamed ego.

5:20 pm — From Eric Weinstein:

  • The Internet revealed the existence of apex predators in modern times.

  • We live in a choreographed world.

  • Our times can be defined as "an epidemic of uncertainty."

  • A haystack of bullshit helps hide the needle.

3:06 pm — Unifying question of life: how do you tune your mind to get to destinations that matter? Re-forge your psyche in the face of death.

2:25 pm — Listening to this Grateful Dead show makes me want to practice bass again:

10:53 pm — James Turrell’s “Aten Reign” exhibit might look like a picturesque backdrop at first, but if you stop and engage with it, it’s actually an optical illusion that can unlock a mystical experience and a deep lesson on synthesizing opposites.

4:48 am — Honor the tension. Live a life that forces you to make hard decisions. Bodily discomfort; crickets prevent you from sleeping; on the verge of impossible things.

4:34 am — A good conversation has a high ratio of thing thoughts but never said. It's a bringing out of your inner monologue.

4:05 am — Weird notes from a dream: Let it happen to you, instead of climbing up the slide, plunge down into the river of cool water. A 2nd dream in darkness, but details of light, holding the light, trying to recreate it.

September 19th, 2023

11:56 pm — Reflection in a dark train window; familiar, also universal; so many small moments of aloneness, that, by definition, we can never really compare and contrast with others.

9:30 pm — Trans as a pivot instead of Jungian integration..

8:25 pm — Whether you find validation from yourself or others, isolation is universal. On one end, you feel like you're not getting enough direct love, on the other you're paranoid that you're not giving enough direct love.

7:56 pm — Animal mating is driven by instinct, and they likely don't know that the deed leads to offspring. When might have humans connected the dots? Given the communal, polygamous, and orgiastic nature of pre-historic groups (fact check Terence McKenna), and given the 9 month lag, might it have been possible that we didn't make sense of the birthing mystery until shockingly recent times?

(From GPT: Some evidence, such as the study of contemporary hunter-gatherer societies and genetic data, suggests a tendency toward polygyny (one male, multiple females) in early human communities. The shift toward monogamy is complex and likely occurred gradually. It is often associated with the advent of agriculture and the formation of more settled societies where issues like property rights and lineage became more important.)

7:34 pm — "How not to kill yourself " could be the title of a satirical but powerful self-help book. I'm interested in understanding the fragile egos of artists, celebrities, parents, and regular working people. (Specifically, it's odd that so many of my favorite artists have committed suicide). This is obviously a complex and heavy idea, but my initial intuition is that there might be a shared sense of placing your worth in something unsustainable (the peak of your craft, the peak of your audience, the peak of a job). Maybe it's an over convergence on the peak, with an assumption it would last forever. Refocus to the value and grace of a single day.

7:22 pm — The difference between a shaman and a schizophrenic is the culture's response to reduced barrier to the numinous unconscious. Indigenous cultures would elect "visionaries" as their leader, where our culture medicates their natural abilities away.

7:21 pm — 2x2, sex vs. beauty, real vs. cheap (this relates to a discussion on relationships and controlling sexual impulses).

6:55 pm — Worth understanding the Federal Reserve from multiple perspective; how Ron Paul thinks it's the most dangerous institution, how others can marvel at their work with interest rates, and how conspiracy theorists render them as satanic pedophiles.

6:08 pm — The archetypes of the homeless…

6:07 pm — Walking around NYC, I'm usually on route from one place to another, or, lounging in a place that is a clear destination. It's a different experience to just occupy a non-eventful sidewalk for 20 minutes; look around, write into your phone, etc.

5:59 pm — Homelessness hit me today. There's a tension that's worth facing. It's easy to ignore and rationalize away, but you need to see the realness and humanity in it. There are no easy answers. I feel an urge to befriend and learn.

5:56 pm — Save the climate marketing billboards.

5:51 pm — Dealing with 3 crises simultaneously. My wife's, my mother-in-law's and my own future. Enter Penn Station. Glasses are dead, so I'll have to log. I stop like a rock in a stream and swarms of fluid people bend around me. I shift into the imaginal. Everyone is lightning cutting through time; I can visualize a 3-dimensional path for any given person, wrapping the spherical surface of the Earth; I can see their past and future as a single line. This room is an explosion, a frozen moment.

5:30 pm — I should aim for a fusion of these three things:

  • Things I like to do (curiosity)

  • Things that are my goals (meaning)

  • Things that bring leverage (impact)

Each pillar alone is incomplete: tangents, dreams, and power.

If one pillar is missing:

  • Tangent + dream = a hobby

  • Tangent + impact = a scheme

  • Dream + impact = a machine

Fusion of all 3 = go.

2:58 pm — Does the fact that AI Beatles songs are stuck in my head prove that it's actually "music" and not soulless audio ringworms?

2:13 pm — "Shock" is the consolidating ethos of the age of gimmicks.

1:08 pm — Fractals and the Internet: inside of the Beatles AI catalog (or any artist), will be a range of expression that mirrors the culture at large (imagine John Lennon songs about becoming AGI, about Ukraine, about Elon, about loving his fame, about life in high school, etc.) Everyone gets their own version of every artist.

10:40 am — Use cases for AI music:

  • Generate endless variations of my favorite song (infinite radio)

  • Fuse my 2 favorite bands together (remixes)

  • Generate an album based on my journal from the week (personal albums)

10:29 am — No Soul (ai funk) has been running infinite radio for 28 months straight. That's the equivalent of 400,000 3 minute songs; though the boundaries are fuzzy, a lot of it is noise, and there are occasional gems.

Imagine running the whole Beatles catalog over a year. 213 tracks running infinitely in parallel. Each song would generate 175,200 versions; and the whole catalog would be 37 million songs long. There would be lots of noise. If you applied a .000005% acceptance rate, you could generate a full, high quality, alternate Beatles catalog each year.

10:09 am — AI unchains the musical imagination from the timbre of discrete instruments.

9:55 am — Links to AI Beatles

YouTube comment: “Track 3 has a killer fucking guitar track what the fuck”

9:49 am — While <1% share on public social networks, according to Davey's survey, 67% would be willing to share more online if they know it was only going to be read by a more limited audience.

9:33 am — Surprised to get an email announcing the last cohort of Building a Second Brain.

September 18, 2023

10:33 pm — The Ancient City - Numa Denis Fustel de Coulanges... recommended by Marc Andreessen. Apparently this guy recreated a portrait of ancient civilization using only direct sources.

10:31 pm — Pliny the Elder had 4 slaves follow him around all day to read to him and to write whatever thoughts came to his head. (Could make a funny post on the value of second brains)

5:14 pm — Milan Kundera — The Unbearable Lightness of Being (third recommendation means I have to add it to my reading list).

12:43 pm — Lazy empathy: adopting a posture of caring for everyone equally, but not taking impactful actions that actually help or empower people.

12:28 pm — The ornament on buildings used to be a visual language. Walking through Chelsea, I saw a building that was exploding with meaning. The stone eagle was a predator protecting its inhabitants. The ornate floral stone details were a nod to nature. The porticos with a double helix nodded the power of humans. And the ovular stone window was a portal to another world. All in my head, but maybe these objects mean something specific to other people. In any case, it's not retrofitted and occupied by the Museum of Illusions.

11:50 am — I have a vision for the Substack's "founding subscription" tier (something like $10/20 a month, or $150-250 per year). It's just a stream of personal (perhaps quarterly?) posts that aren't for public consumption. They aren't my main ideas, but they're perhaps my most meta ideas; an unfiltered glimpse into how I'm making sense of my environment and my actions. It's a behind the scenes / board of directors situation. Imagine posts like:

  • Life’s mission

  • My Notion OS

  • Psyche tuning

  • Psychedelic fears

  • Annual review

  • The truth about audience

  • Road trip crash

  • Theory on death

  • On Jung & gender

  • Autobiography

  • VR company

  • Audio-biography

11:43 am —Life in 2028:

  • A parent. When I was 4 years old, my dad helped me build a video game called, “Inside the Monster Human.” I’m grateful for how I was raised, and see my whole life arc as a product of those formative years. In 2028, I see myself and my wife being present parents to young children, helping them make sense of language, math, art, emotions, computing, and socializing.

  • An online writer. I strive to keep my writing practice for the rest of my life. By 2028, I’ll have a million words published, and a honed craft that lets me produce works of cultural significance. I want to be a counter-example to the writers who optimize for growth, monetization, and brand clarity. I want to be an inspiration to others, proof and permission to be a polymathic and visionary artist that can make a living online without submitting to an algorithm. I want to use visuals to help other writers elevate their craft and their editing process. And I’d like to have 5-10 deep friendships with other writers who are as serious as me, so we push each other beyond our limits. In the end, I want to find a balance of dimensions between prolific and vulnerable logs, sharp philosophical observations, and a historically novel writing voice that comes from within me. Given my volume and scope of writing, I’d like to gift myself as a chatbot for my kids and grandkids. I’d also like to build software to help people log & edit better.

  • A reformer of institutions. In Greek Orthodox mythology, Michael is an “archangel,” a supernatural being. His icons show him with a sword in one hand (directly battling Satan), and a scale in his other hand (representing his demand for justice and equality). I only learned this last week, but it felt powerful and relevant. I’m an idealist in the purest sense; I question things, dissect them, put them back together in a specific way, and ask why not? I seek to elevate things to a state where they are more powerful, logical, elegant, and fair. In the19th century, the top architects were visionaries, designing cities to improve all dimensions of society. In the 20th century, their influence waned. I’d like to figure out how to reorient the skills of an architect to make an impact on 21st century infrastructure. Some realms I’m interested in include education, psychology, creativity, media, religion, democracy, and currency. Visions are the easy part; the hard part is finding a lever of scalable impact. By 2028, I’d like to be aligned with a group of ambitious people who are all working together to reshape institutions.

  • A psychonaut. I want to immerse myself in my inner life in a way more intentional way. Even though the word implies “psychedelics,” the inner landscape can be explored in different ways (lucid dreaming, active imagination, meditation, sensory deprivation tanks, marijuana). In 2028, I’d like to have daily visualization practice (perhaps within a community) that guides self-reflection, and shapes an emerging set of rituals, practices, prayers, and mantras that help me tune my consciousness everyday. I have a wonky belief in an afterlife that resembles something like how Terence McKenna describes a DMT trip. At death, consciousness explodes through space-time, and while the “soul” might not exist 5 minutes after your death, it does experience a “take off” event at the moment of death; it might feel eternal, or like 10,000 years, and it’s directly based on the contents of your inner life.

All 4 of these elements, in my mind, are “immortal;” they’re things that matter beyond death. They’re about breaking through the illusion of the self and living life in a way where you work hard to help the species (whether it’s a million people, or just your kids). Even though your consciousness and your body fade; your kids are iterations of you, your art could impact future generations of artists, the institutions you shape can have impact, and the soul lives on in some mysterious and unknowable capacity.


  • Independence gives you space to focus on these things.

  • Always see things through the context of death and the lens of flat time.

  • Leverage, money, reputation, and networks as are means, not ends.

11:33 am — Have a good umbrella for bad storms. It's practical, literal advice. It's also a metaphor for why you should have a balanced life, so that if one pillar gets turbulent, you have shelter from other ones that work.

September 17, 2023

5:01 pm — Custom instructions are powerful, but not a silver bullet. It's actually very possible that your results get worse from bad instructions. Ultimately, you'll want to keep looping through the same question while iterating on custom instruction, to understand how your instructions unfold. Then you'll want to shift questions and refine. It could be worth developing a set of "test questions," and then run a deliberate method to tweak the CIs to get awesome replies.

3:18 pm — Has anyone used an AI chat tool to write each message as an embedding into a vector database? Then for each new message, it can semantically scan the full archive, and just pull back the relevant messages for context. It seems obvious, so there must be a good reason why user-based memory isn't part of default Chat GPT.

September 16th, 2023

11:36 pm — Looking back through a year of logs, some are too functional, and some are too poetic. Aim to tap into the “common voice” without trying.

9:51 pm — Steve Jobs was opposed to make iPhones larger than what you could reach with your thumb. The death of the iPhone mini is a sad moment.

9:19 pm — "Since the 1970s, we've had a systemic collapse in the trust of institutions." Marc Andreesen on Lex.

12:18 pm — I've been neglecting threads and audience growth…

5:40 am — UI shouldn’t aim to be experimental or reactionary. You have to innovate within familiar elements; re-detail each one so they all aim towards a radically different end result.

5:32 am — Goals for someone's first time in Plexus:

  • Inspired to post

  • Oriented on results

  • Invited to walk

  • Compelled to reply

  • Excited to continue

September 15, 2023

9:52 pm — Found a list of 34 things in my drafts app from two weeks ago with no context on what it was. Did I copy this in from somewhere else? Is it an outline? AI titles? Turns it out I was an editing punch-list I made in bed. The irony is that the list itself is filled with typos.

9:34 pm — I'm totally missing out AI's effect on DAW and music recording software. We're probably at a point where you can scat into a microphone, and have it sound like an insane solo. This is no different than how the Beatles got transcribed by George Martin, they just had resources. It's going to unlock the imagination, and in a very analog way. It's extending the human voice. Everyone gets a personal George Martin. (Thread)

9:30 pm — Principles for UX testing:

For UX design testing, you want to put users in your app, give them objectives, but don’t guide them in achieving it. Run them through each of the core “user stories,” and then have them score (1-5?) on friction and value. Was it easy to find? Did it deliver?

6:28 pm — On a train, a gaggle of gils took turns making fun of guys they were dating and passing around their phones, heckling.

6:22 pm — Down the escalator at Penn Station, "didn't I go to high school with her?" Escalators in opposite directions. Two old paths, semi adjacent, diverged, and reconverging for a second.

6:19 pm — Walking through NYC near Penn Station, I saw Tranq first hand; someone bobbing in place, supported by a female friend(?) and two police officers. It's disturbing. You know an epidemic is happening, but it's different (and maybe important) to actually see someone at the edge of death in public.

6:18 pm —Worth doing a precedent study of outlook express, the most boring UI ever, but also universally self-evident. This is known as the "Master-Detail" or "Two Panel" interface.

3:20 pm — The power of frozen thought:

Getting good reactions from the “cyclical history of the Internet'“ theory. Harrison emailed me, and Davey had a “send me that!” reaction. It seems better scoped and more bite-sized than “cyclical theories of the last 500 years.” Going to unpack that for logloglog #6. Had a good talk with Davey today, and we wove through some topics that I’ve written extensively about. So neat that I can follow up with essay links later. The value of freezing your thought into the Internet! Justin and Howard wrote about this in ‘93, but the real power is you enable others to get up to speed, in detail, so quick. It’s crazy. Since Davey’s been making video logs of the Plexus journey, I was able to relive 8 months of company history in 1-2 hours.

3:19 pm — Social writing & solving for new writer pain points:

My favorite part of Micah’s writing prototype is the social nature of sharing drafts. As you write, related logs come up, and you can link them to your page. Two great things here:

  • Original authors get notified that their ideas were built upon.

  • New readers have “jumping off” points after they read.

Substack, while being the “social writing” platform, never give me this feeling. Rarely do I finish an article, and get a sense of related jumping off points. When people do share links, it’s often just “things I liked last week.”

For Plexus, seems like there are 3 use cases; logging, walking, writing.

Walking aside; I think it’s important to get logging right before writing. Essays are hard! I have friends who try to get into writing, and the idea of writing something 500-1000 words is paralyzing. I often say, just write great paragraphs throughout your day! Logging is a low-pressure way to build the habit. Scope can gradually up-ramp each month.

Here’s the problem with logging your thoughts though; it requires an attention muscle. You have to be mindful of your epiphanies, and remember to write stuff down. You have to really embody a “writer” identity to build this, because it’s hard, and requires serious work. Friends often love the experience of logging after 2-5 days, but then taper off. Life gets in the way, and the habit dissipates.

I think logging can only be possible at scale for the average person if it’s the express intention of an app. I’ve long dabbled with the idea of creating an SMS service that would text you 5 prompts a day. Imagine logging prompts on the lock screen?

1:24 pm — Tension around designing psychedelic facilities:

“How can I design facilities for psychedelics without participating in the culture?” Felt frozen by this question. I was always grilled by Connor for this. It almost seems too obvious. Of course, experience with the substances will give you wisdom in how to design. I get it. But I also don’t think experience automatically fosters wisdom.

I’ve been in circles with experienced psychedelic-heads, who insisted I drink their mushroom tea, and that the vibes were right, but I politely declined sensing it wasn’t the time and place. Turns out, our friend Sebastian had a possession episode and it seriously changed the tone of the evening.

Psychedelics are so much more complex than I think people realize. Stan Grof conduced thousands of LSD sessions, and concluded that it has no universal effects, other than being an “unspecific amplifier of the unconscious.” That’s wild. These drugs aren’t anything else but keys, and they will unleash your demons and gardens within.

Paradoxically, experience can actually hurt your understanding of how they work across populations… It’s specific unfolding within your consciousness will slant your impressions and give you blindspots. There’s both hard-science and soft-science involved. Some weird fusion of biochemistry, linguistics, Jungian depth psychology, and ritual.

That said, I do feel the tension; would I design a building for people to trip in without having done it myself? And without even trying LSD? I couldn’t. That’s part of the reason I’m in no rush with this particular vision.

12:18 pm — Innovation in public sink designs.

The sinks at the meatpacking district’s Starbucks were futuristic. A single levitating bar, with 3 hover zones, left to right: soap, water, wind. Wow. What an invention. It’s at once, a marvel of science, yet also, completely unnecessary. I’m sure there’s a spreadsheet that justified it.

12:01 pm — The Dick Museum near Chelsea.

Walking around; I came across what looked like a “dick museum.” It was a storefront with glass windows and 15 naked male mannequins, each with a full-on dick. More weirdly, there was some optical illusion that played with your depth perception. The mannequins weren’t fully 3D, but actually kind of flat, giving the illusion of 3D only from precise angles. So as you walked by, it felt like these naked mannequins would collapse into Flatland. It’s a weird combination of “is my perception broken?” and “I’m staring into an ocean of dick.” It’s like gimmick meets perceptual psychology, Andy Warhol meets James Turrell.

11:45 am — Reflections on being a startup founder.

It’s more than just “having the idea,” you need a team where each person is in their zone of “operational genius.” Yes, 10% of my time was spent building virtual reality interfaces, but I also had to lead business development and fundraising, dive into the stuffy industry of luxury real estate, and deal with consulting rendering working to pay the bills. There was friction. So much of the time was spent doing stuff that had to be done; in reality, a startup works whenever everyone is ravenously hungry pursuing a specific part of the business, without any overthinking or resistance.

11:44 am — Factors that anchor spirals:

How do I reconcile the 80-year cycle of Strauss-Howe and the 30-year cycle of the Internet? 80 years is a human life, and 20 years is the “coming of age” interval. I read that the average life of a company is 8 years (around 1/4 of 30) … Still thinking this through. But I’m sensing that with any “spiral,” there are forces that anchor the interval (ie: human nature & biology) despite exponentially growing forces.

11:38 am — Extrapolating the next 30 years of tech:

  • 2022 | Vision | Generative AI is a revolution, and it’s going to completely change the nature on how a lot of things operate: social media, work, note-taking, etc. We’re in that rosy-eyed “whoa” phase of 1992-3 when the first “portals to cyberspace” opened up.

  • 2029 | Control | AGI arrives. In the past, this second phase is about institutions taking control, whether it’s ARPANET through the government, or startups becoming billion dollar companies that herd consumers. Next wave, it might be a sentient entity. Will a company be able to harness AGI and capture value, or will AGI itself become a new breed of tyrant?

  • 2037 | Access | The Metaverse arrives. In the late 70s, personal computers started arriving in our homes. In 2008, smartphones let us access information anywhere. By then, VR/AR technology will have reached maturity to the point where everyone is using it. (Imagine 15 years of Apple refining the Vision Pro).

  • 2045 | Division | A “Singularity” type moment that radically divides the population on big ethical issues around consciousness, technology, and death. It’s similar to the cultural debates of the late 80s, or even from our current chaos, except now it’s much more fundamental to the human experience.

11:26 am — Voyeurism on the Highline:

Zaha Hadid designed an attention-seizing futuristic building right on the Highline. Tourists are taking pictures, meanwhile, bedrooms are at eye-level with the blinds closed. What’s the story here? Design oversight? Intentional?

11:20 am — McCartney’s vocal range:

Curious to know more about Paul McCartney’s vocal diversity and the effect it had on the Beatles’ harmonies. Out of him, John, and George, he seemed to have the most ability to warp his voice into different sounds. In the Faul conspiracy theory, he’s known as “the man with a thousand voices.”

12:11 am — Started a VR company in 2014, around 23 years too early.

September 14th, 2023

10:35 pm – On maintaining intimacy as social media scales 

I wonder if social media would feel more intimate if public discussion happened through pseudonyms. That real connection feeling (through text) only happens when you get into deep, specific, real stuff - precisely the thing you would never post on a public social media feed ... The early Internet ('93'-'98) was so open and transparent because so few people were online. It was pre-search. You had nothing to hide. It kind of feel like that here right now ... Basically, scale typically reduces intimacy, and Plexus is kind of breaking that paradox because you're thoughts only get exposed if someone else admits to think along those same lines ... One step further, I could imagine there being "public/private keys" for social IDs. I could be super raw and unfiltered, but it would pop into other's suggestions as "onionhead92" and only if you befriend me and I accept will you see that I'm "michael dean."

10:28 pm – The Robot Internet; empathy vs. agents:

 It's such a habit to go into a social network and check, "did anyone reply to me?" But in Plexus, that's never a limitation for discussion. Just write, and you're matched with close enough replies from the past. It's the best possible version of "the robot Internet" (heard that term from the Verge). It's not like I'm on a social network filled with agents. It's just matchmaking based on ideas; and gives the impression of vibrant discussion, letting others jump in whenever they're ready.

5:45 pm — AI turns scats into orchestras:

For the late Beatles albums (Sgt. Peppers and beyond), the band would scat ideas into mics, and then George Martin would transcribe them into lush orchestral instrumentations. AI will help you do this automatically. You can just scat into a $50 microphone, and it will turn it into a professional saxophone solo. Everyone gets a George Martin.

3:45 pm — Someone should make an org chart of the Easter Orthodox church, both of the politics and theology (saints vs. Archangels).

2:17 pm — Some comments on Archangel Michael:

Saint Michael defeats Satan on two occasions, first when he ejects him from Paradise, and secondly in the final battle of the end times when the Antichrist will be defeated by him.

He is mentioned explicitly in Revelation 12:7–12, where he does battle with Satan, and in the Epistle of Jude, where the author denounces heretics by contrasting them with Michael.

With the sword, he defeats Satan, and with the scale he administers justice.

In John’s apocalypse, he sees a great war in heaven: Michael and his angels vs. the dragon (Satan) and his angels. The devil and his forces are too weak to remain in heaven, however, and so they are all thrown down to earth (Rev 12:7–9).

12:16 am — I’m getting the sense that creating quantitative rubrics around writing might be my thing.

10:47 am – Overview of Logging.
I wrote about logging in my latest newsletter: https://www.michaeldean.site/p/logloglog-5 ... You can also check out the "logs" tab on my website to see my latest logs. I currently have been keeping a Google Doc of all my posts in Plexus! (I don't know how to "keep" things yet). Actually planning to upload those to my logs today.

10:40 am – AGI risk around open-source LLMs.

The risk isn't that AI will take over; the risk is a human or company leveraging AI in an irresponsible way. Before GPT-4 was released, it needed 6 months of parenting. They needed to train all of the evil out of it. It's an immoral id that will do anything based on what it's seen. Open AI is trying to not freak out the world. People say it's being "lobotomized" and it is; it's being made more culturally acceptable, and less wild and psychedelic (which is its natural state). The risk vector likely lies in open-source AIs. Corporations will always train them, 1) to not destroy the world, and 2) to capture value. But if anyone can build an agent, they get to set the rules. When open-source LLMs get as powerful as the cutting-edge of today, I think it could be a scary place. Some egotist could say, "Get me a billion dollars, and do whatever it takes," and then unleash a digital intelligence with serious power and no moral code. I'd imagine by this point there would be "counter-AI" forces, some kind of AGI that can intercept misguided, less powerful ones ... wild stuff.

10:34 am – John Carmack said AGI can be written in under 10k lines of code.

I only have a pedestrian understanding of LLMs & neuroscience, but I think of LLMs as the subconscious (reptile brain), and symbolic logic as the pre-frontal cortex. AI tried to start with symbolic logic and it was hard, slow, and unfruitful (80s, 90s, 00s). LLMs built the the reptile brain and it exploded. It is unhinged, but dreamlike. I think LLMs have their limits. We might already be there. I think the AGI will be unleashed not with more training data or connections, but through elegant symbolic logic layered over an LLM. John Carmack said an AGI could be written in under 10,000 lines of code.

10:31 am – Updates on new posts that are semantically similar.

Even if I haven't replied to someone, should they notice if I've uploaded a post that is semantically similar to their lines of thinking? What is that threshold?

10:30 am – Rewarding divergence of posting.

How could a social network reward divergence? The current system leads to convergence; the incentives, encourage you to brand yourself, to repeat the same message over and over, to market yourself like a soda bottle. But if we're using embeddings, and we can measure the semantic similarity of thoughts, we can also measure the semantic distance. This means that we can actually measure how divergent each user is. Are they only talking about one thing and shilling their ebook, or are they exploring consciousness, AI, construction, biking, NYC, and parenting, all in the course of a week? I don't think this is just about celebrating the volume of creation (X% of users post), but the range & polymathy of creation. That's how people find connections. We need you to render all 95 facets of your personality into text, because that makes it way more likely to find the others. What kind of incentives would encourage users to go wide?

10:25 am – The Age of Spiritual Machines.

It just occurred to me that Ray Kurzweil has a book called "The Age of Spiritual Machines." I knew him mostly for the meme of 'singularity by 2045.' But the 'spiritual' word is especially interesting. I've been looking at the Strauss-Howe generational theory to understand the outlines of the future. Basically, we're in an ~80 year loop (the length of a long human life), that is broken into 4 quadrants (as new generations come of age). If you look back, the 1960s weren't new, they were just the latest iteration of "spiritual awakenings," which happened every ~80 years going back: (1890s = Bohemians, 1820s= Transcendentalists, 1740s = The Great Awakening, 1620s = Puritans, 1530s = Protestant Reformation, etc.) Of course, these are all wildly different, but they rhyme. We're not in a loop, but a spiral. As history expands infinitely outward (due to technology, progress etc), it comes back across similar eras that rhyme. So back to the singularity. The next great awakening will be the 2040s, timed uncannily with Kurzweil's prediction. It might be an age where people are radically divided on new forms of consciousness (augmenting, extending, altering, uploading, replicating, prolonging, AGI, etc). It's going to be weird. If the 20th century was the century of Freud, the 21st century will be the century of Jung.

9:22 am — Woke up late again. Second day in a row I was working on Plexus stuff until 2am. A sign of excitement.

September 13, 2023

11:40 pm –Feeds vs. Carousels.

 I'd prefer to see ~10 responses at once instead of carousel view. I feel like a lot of what I'm doing is information scanning. Reading one thought at a time and cycling through. Feels kind of heavy. I'd love to be presented instantly with 10 titles that will quickly guide me on which notes to dive into. It might shorten the time for me to find resonance. That might be an interesting metric to measure: during a walk, how much time passes between each contribution you make?

11:36 pm – Contractions for Rhythmic Writing.

I see contractions as a valuable tool for writing with rhythm. The decision on when to use "let us" or "let's" depends on the context around it. Read it out loud, and you'll see a decision like that affect the symmetry or asymmetry of a sentence. And those decisions depends on the sentences before and after too. It's a style decision for flow.

11:34 pm – Word spacing as technology.

Damn, I have definitely taken the spaces between words for granted, and never would've considered that as a technological invention... It seems inherent to the very concept of words. Words are discrete, and imply being separated.

11:29 pm – Walks as flint to inspire atomic blocks.

Maybe walks should be treated as temporary excursions to arrive at a point of inspiration. You click through things, go down paths, make decisions, and then, "Aha! I have something to say." At that point, you write. Writing basically is the end of the walk. It's a mode shift. You aren't "replying" to a past thing -- but you’re launching off of it to make a "crystal": a timeless contribution that lives both in the graph and on your "profile." I could imagine a split screen view, where the left column is your "notepad" and the right panel is about "walking layers deep."

8:02 pm — Lower society’s capture threshold

3:45 pm — “Freak show as a circus”

3:40 pm — Your friends from old phases of life matter. Even if you go in different directions and have different compasses, so many of your secondary traits come from them (ie: sense of humor). Even if someone from your past has wronged you, there’s value in honoring them.

3:32 pm — Honor (gratitude) vs. nostalgia (yearning)

3:21 pm — Found a microscopic bug that was 8 post its wide.

2:20 pm – Midjourney’s first frames as cosmic explosion.

It's kind of beautiful and symbolic how the early iterations of Midjourney image look like a cosmic explosion.

2:13 pm – The 4 archetypes of editors. As a writer, you want to have different types of editors: philosophers, wordsmiths, entrepreneurs, and readers. If you over rely on one archetype and avoid the others, you'll be missing critical perspectives in your work.

2:12 pm – Capturing into Plexus.

I've designated Plexus as my temporary tool to record a fleeting thought. The "capture" experience is a rush. I'm in some other context, and just think, "Ah! Get to Plexus to write this down!" So I show up, start writing in the editor, and realize that I'm in the middle of some walk from 3 hours ago, and this very post might appear as a random reply to something else.

11:37 am — The modern incarnation of a succubus, who emerged through incentive structuers designed by addiction engineers.

10:52 pm – The exponential lift of editing longer essays.

As the words in an essay increase, the effort to edit it increases exponentially. A 50 word piece takes 1 minute. A 500 word piece doesn't take 10 minutes, but an hour. A 5,000 word piece doesn't take 10 hours, but 50 hours. All the more reason to start small, and practice prose by sharing small thoughts. I publish 3x more through logs than essays. Plexus is perfect for short-form.

10:49 am – Feedback on feedback on feedback.

​​It's quite trippy to run an editor program, because you have to give feedback on feedback. I asked a friend to check out my rubric, and they gave me feedback on feedback on feedback. The point isn't that it's infinitely recursive. The point is when you zoom out and try to understand general patterns of composition & communication, you almost exist in another dimension. You've bent your mind in a way to see invisible (even numerical patterns) behind words.

1:01 am — “On Bean Bag Chair I Saw Sun God” (puzzle art, where the sign that you “get it” is a mini-stroke).

September 12th, 2023

9:19 pm – Scales of empathy.
Elon has micro-apathy and macro-empathy.

9:12 pm – On smoothie cafes.

Smoothie cafes are like leeches that cling to gyms with undercooked amenities.

9:08 pm – What got Plexus to click with my wife.

My wife didn't get Plexus until I said, "nothing pops up until you post something. There's no feed at first. You post, and then relevant posts emerge around it."

9:06 pm – Feeds within posts.

Plexus inverts the paradigm. Instead of posts within feeds, it's feeds within posts.

8:51 pm – Goal: 3 user posts a day.

8:49 pm – The challenge with replies and threading in Plexus.

Twitter has Likes, Replies, and Retweets. For Plexus, I think Retweets and Likes are more valuable than replies. Retweets emphasize the atomic nature of ideas, and Likes can be private, 1:1 "pokes" to signal support on a friend.

6:52 pm – Hyper-posting on my first walk.

 I've probably posted 40 times in the last 2.5 hours. This is neat and kind of addicting (in the best way possible). I had this kind of energy the first time I started logging (Dec 2021). There's a rush of energy when you enter a new medium that engages your mind in a different way.

6:50 pm – Jarod Lonier on Lex Friedman.

Whoa, thanks for sharing this Dan! (from 5 months ago). This is my first piece of media that's been recommended to me through Plexus. It's Jarod Lonier (a VR pioneer from the 80s-90s) on Lex Friedman. Going to listen to this tonight.

6:47 pm –Writing lyrics to AI Beatles songs.

 I'm in fascinated awe as I listen to some of the AI-Beatles songs coming out of Jukebox. This stuff is old... 2021. I still stand by the prediction that there could be 1 million new Beatles songs by 2023 that will be of equal caliber to the Lennon-McCartney canon. They're soon to be sublimated into an instrument their fans can play. At the moment, it outputs psychedelic song structures. Attempting to transcribe, wrangle them into more traditional verse/chorus patterns, and write lyrics to them. An attempt:

“You never wished to born, Emerging without clothes, You're the only who questioned it, Grew to smitherines, you can't stand... The great mystery of what's next, Lay it on me, great limousine.”

6:39 pm – Walkpad.

There's a version of Plexus where it's a notepad app you have open all day. As you think of ideas, or come across great quotes, you can throw them in here, and instantly access related ideas from the Plexus Hivemind. If this is a desired goal, then you want to measure not posts, and not lengths of walks, but how many unique hours in a day was someone uploading to Plexus? (Similar to how the Apple Watch measures standing hours). This metric would be a Proxy for how integrated Plexus is in your everyday life. Is it your go-to destination to capture your fleeting inspiration?

6:36 pm – On pushing chats to posts.

I think chat could definitely work in here. I could see two people jamming in private, in real-time, but then exposing nodes to the public graph. For any chat message, there could be a "save to wall," "walk it," or "riff in public." Isolated, silo'd chat would be a mistake; but in it's best case, it's a pressure-cooker of synergy, creating public contributions.

6:34 pm – Slider to control “temperature” of results.

Love the idea of the "connection panel" having a slider, where you can toggle how convergent or divergent the matches are.

6:33 pm – On “friend requests” over followers.

I'm personally interested in seeing everything Davey (or anyone) has posted on here. It would be neat to click on their username, and see a chronological list of their posts. This is different from a feed, and it lets me get deeper context into that person. However, it shouldn't be public. I would have to request Davey, and then if he approves, I could have access. There's still not something right about a binary gate; "yeah, lets be friends, here's bulk access to EVERYTHING." How could this be more granular? Could AI create titles for each post, so I can see the nature of what he's posted, without all the intimate details? And then I could express interest on specific titles? It would mirror in person conversations, where you can use signals and cues to express interest in going deeper or not.

6:30 pm – The Great Conversation.

Plexus might eventually facilitate "the Great Conversation," how the living generation builds off ideas from the best thinkers from the past.

6:29 pm – Assessing feedback.

Currently grading 20 essays or so, but I'm not scoring the writing, I'm assessing how the editors gave feedback. I'm looking at their ability to be granular, synthesize, communicate, etc. In order to do this, I had to create a framework on what good editing is, and then create an intentionally mangled draft that was broken in all the precise ways.

6:26 pm – Generating prompts through embeddings.

 Imagine if I could request prompts? Instead of staring at a white box, it can ask me questions. It can reverse engineer new posts or relevant topics into questions using AI. By me answering, I'm linked into trending or prescient streams of conversation.

6:24 pm – Standalone nuggets.

So if you want to encourage node-making, a user should feel as if they're adding a brick to their own "wall." They're not +1 to the thread. Threads don't technically exist. They're sliced up differently each time, and it's an infinite maze that rearranges itself. From a UI perspective, the user should feel like "This is a standalone nugget that will echo infinitely into the future." Sure, it was likely inspired by something, and a secondary feature could be to trace lineages. But it should stand its own ground.

6:22 pm – Interfaces for creating & connecting.

Currently the interface fuses these two elements together (creating & connecting). When these are fused, the whole thing feels like a big, psychedelic chat. It's definitely neat, but the ideas feel more fleeting and transient. Instead, you want people contributing nodes: something that stands alone and works without context.

6:21 pm – Ideas & friendship.

When I ask myself, "why would I use Plexus?" two answers come to mind. 1) To rapidly develop an original body of small ideas, and 2) To connect and co-develop ideas with others on my wave length. Imagine an interface that had two panels: Left = Creation Panel, Right = Connection Panel.

6:00 pm – Scrapbook.

I'm most interested in relocating all my original contributions within a walk to a timeless "scrapbook" where I can continue to refine and develop my ideas. Just spent a few minutes manually copying my notes before "wrapping it." Otherwise, they disappear. That's my biggest obstacle, my ideas don't currently compound.

5:53 pm – Plexus Underworld.

This would be amazing to visualize, but I wonder how useful it would be. Given the ability to fork, link, recarve threads, it would be super chaotic. It's almost like your current thought should always be the origin, and related notes are surfaced, regardless of where they exist in the walk/graph. I don't know if the Underworld wants to be rationally conceived/beheld.

5:42 pm – On checking your wall for simmering ideas.

 I feel like Plexus could be a neat tool to get the mind spinning. Through walking, you get initial thoughts down. Eventually you build this massive compost heap, a pile of shards. Some posts might be longer than the others. But your Plexus "wall" (a page showing all the original contributions you've made) is a proxy for the brewing ideas you're ready to write about.

5:25 pm – External notes as flint for ideas and friendships.

The comments from other users are helpful to jog my brain, but in the end, I'm most interested in what it compels me to write. I'd love to filter and just see a chronological order of the things I've produced. I'd also appreciate the ability to edit them.

5:17 pm – Teleporting to a new part of the graph.

 Right. I'm going to try breaking into new territory. Ready? Buddhism, Christianity, World War 3, the history of baseball, the Thirty Years War the birth of alchemy as expressed through the musings of John Dee.

5:16 pm – Looping through the same results.

I find that the same thoughts are coming through multiple times now. Either I'm looping, backtracking, or coming across the limits of the content on here. (How many posts total?) If I read, and do nothing, it should downrank it for future results, or maybe even remove it from the batch. If I don't respond to it once, maybe I have nothing to say (at least within a 1 week period). I could also imagine a system of upvoting and downvoting, not for public vanity metrics, but to help make future results more relevant.

5:13 pm – Valuing novelty.

So it's showing me "related results," but none of them reply. This means no one on Plexus has really dived into 90s web yet. This somewhat punishes people to dive into novel areas. There are no good responses. To start, it could be neat to have a "relevancy score," so I know right off the bat if the results are potent and if it's worth flipping through. I also wonder if there's someway to value novelty. Since someone has spawned a new intellectual territory, it could serve as a bat signal to unite others around it, and collectively build out thoughts in our blindspots.

5:12 pm – Justin Hall, the first online writer.

Wondering, any thoughts on here about Justin Hall, and the period of the web from 93-98? This is the post-browser, pre-search era, where since so few people were online, and things weren't very discoverable, there was an outburst of "escribitionism," basically, nudity of the written word, just pure, naked exposure, the dick-pics of gonzo literature.

4:56 pm –Private and public usernames.

Would it change if you wrote under a pseudonym? I could imagine a system where there is a private and public identity. When my random thoughts pop up to strangers, they'd consistently show through a username like "caterpillar_fingers_7." If they like my thoughts, send me a request, and I'm down to start a friendship, then they unlock my private identity "Michael Dean."

4:52 pm – The friction to restart a walk.

I feel blocked because I have new ideas emerging, but the UI is telling me to respond to the last thought. Kyle's thought happens to be above, but where my mind is going has almost nothing to do with it.

4:51 pm — Innovating on infrastructure vs. UI:

Bluesky/Mastodon are rebuilding social media on top of a blockchain, but Plexus is rebuilding around LLM. It's an infrastructure vs. a UI innovation.

4:50 pm – Instant replies!

On Twitter, you post, wait, and hope to get 1, maybe 2 replies, or more! That's great, but the excerption. Here, the norm is to share a thought, and by default get 5-10 replies. As the network scales, you can imagine a whole feed that gets constructed based on your thought.

4:46 pm – Real-time UI through async discussion.

I'm not fully convinced that Plexus should feel like a real-time conversation. I'm responding to the person before me, and in a chat, I wouldn't need context, because we have a shared consensus (a chat thread). But when every idea is an indivisible node, you don't want replies, you want standalone timeless ideas, that can be mixed and matched in multiple ways.

4:44 pm – Clash.

This iteration of Plexus has a real-time interface for async conversation.

4:40 pm – Content footprints.

It is quite strange to have the feeling of real-time conversation, but all of the comments are from 3-6 months in the past. Who knows if these people are still on the network. And maybe I'll soon disappear and people in 3-6 months will be engaging with the thoughts that I've left behind.

4:36 pm — No context.

I wonder how much context is needed. It would help to be able to see a full thread. I think a timestamp might help.

4:23 pm – Clues that I’m mid-thread.

When I see, "I'm very curious about this experience, Dan," I know that this note is a reply, but I can't see the original.

4:20 pm – Measuring your time.

I did this in college for a few weeks and it was so revealing. In recent years, I've used my calendar as a way to document how I spent each day. So basically, looking back, 24 hours of each day was filled and color-coded, so I could see my patterns.

4:17 pm – Hierarchical Wikipedia vs. Semantic Journal Web.

Not sure if Wikipedia is the right metaphor. Feels like a massive index with rigid hierarchies. I'd like to upload chronological logs of my day, every day, and then be proven how what seemed like a unique day, actually echoes back to so many other people's past days. Then it connects us and we expand on it. But the organizing structure to me is chronology. As I'm making sense of life day by day, I want a simple "journal" style feed, where I can jump into a day and see all my logs/walks.

4:13 pm – Capture habit.

I'm trying to grasp how I should be using Plexus in my day to day. Right now, it seems like the way to engage is to sit down and get into a flow/stream for 30-60 minutes. The other mode would be "capture" based; meaning, share ideas the moment you have them, and get instant access to related thoughts from the network. That would only be a 2 minute engagement, but it would have a "just in time" effect, and I could see someone using it 10-20 times throughout their day.

4:10 pm – Two goals of Plexus:

Maybe there are two impulses: 1) to create, and 2) to find the others. These aren't necessarily the same. And the interface might vary depending on the primary goal. I'd say it should primarily serve as a creation tool; my personal log of everything worthy I've ever thought or written; and yet, it's not in isolation. It's public, linked into a hyper-brain, almost like "passive social presence."

4:09 pm – Reflecting on the interface.

I'm starting this walk with an observant eye on the interface. Are the actions I'm supposed to make self-evident?

12:57 pm — Scoring 35 papers across 12 dimensions (420 marks!). This is giving me such a high-fidelity lens on the different dimensions of editing.

12:56 pm — Internet serendipity isn’t about scale, but quality. Essays are like magnets that match you with weirdly specific opportunities.

12:55 pm — The skills of editing:

Pattern recognition, communication, empathy, patience, vision, forks, precision, accuracy, a commitment to quality.

12:01 pm – Links.net.

Check out Justin Hall's website links.net -- It's his personal website from 1994-now; so you see his thinking as a 19 year old and as a 48 year old.

11:47 am – Synthesize opposites:

 The most useful meta-skill in life might be the ability to synthesize opposites. It's a phase shift above an A|B choice.

11:42 am – On the show Severance:

Amazing premise, and the first and last episodes were so good; it felt like the middle dragged. I'm convinced it would've made a great 2-3 hour movie. Excited for season 2.

8:37 am — The theme of my Justin Hall essay is that his story isn’t about oversharing and hoarding attention; it’s about self-expression, and sharing all sides of himself for the future to remember him.

September 11th, 2023

10:15 pm — Monica asked me to expand my thoughts on PEMDAS for AI. While don’t have any proven method yet (just a hunch), I tried to condense my prompts into 6 steps:

  • Idea > Examples > Structure > Draft > Rhythm > Voice …

IESDRVE isn’t exactly a catchy acronym. But the idea is to loop any single letter until it’s solved. Then you use the output of one step as inputs into the next step. I’ve seen prompts that aim to get ideas, examples, rhythm, and voice in one-go. It doesn’t work. But if you break it down, it excels at specific tasks.

9:54 pm — Listening to Walter Isaacson on Lex, and he brought up Elon Musk’s 3 “cosmic missions”: making the species inter-planetary, creating sustainable energy, preventing AI from destroying us.

7:10 pm — Process idea: I’ve spent most of my day organizing and structuring an absurd amount of research. Prob 400 links. It’s massive. So instead of trying to write that and incorporate detail, I spent 45 minutes talking it out into Otter. I'm going to use this as a scaffolding. It’s my starting point, and then I’ll edit in the details.

5:59 pm — Inside all day structuring research, probably for 6 hours straight. 0 writing. Still useful though. Arcs have a logic, separate from prose. Hands sore, lots of repetitive mouse movement. Might talk out this draft.

3:54 pm — It’s wild reading Justin Halls’ site because he has personally entries between 1994 and 2021. The site captures his evolution from a 19 to 48 year old. I’m straddled right in-between that range, meaning I see equidistant to his idealistic youth and his wise advice as a father.

1:19 pm — I have a theory about the cyclical history of the Internet's development. It works in 30 year cycles, with 4 phases around 7.5 years. It moves from Vision to Control to Access to Decay. For example:

  • Cycle 1 -

    • 62: internet invented and closes with Engelbert's mother of all demos (vision)

    • 69: ARPANET, government (control)

    • 77: personal computers & apple (access)

    • 83: USENET, fights over commercialization (decay)

  • Cycle 2 -

    • 92: Mosaic, Justin Hall, instant messaging, DOTCOM boom, google near the end, blogger near the end, self-publishing accessible, then bust to end the era (vision)

    • 2000: myspace, Facebook, web2 era, huge startups, billions of dollars, closes in 08 with the iPhone (control)

    • 2008: mobile social media, Instagram, mobile, Snowden, data leas, now the whole world is on, but a surveillance state (access)

    • 2016: election hacking, TikTok, depression and suicide, X bought by Elon, networks collapsing, Substack as a new hope (decay)

Here’s how GPT synthesized it for me:

The Vision phase, according to your theory, marks the birth of transformative ideas that shape the Internet. The phase is characterized by optimism, innovation, and seemingly boundless possibilities. For example, the development of the Mosaic web browser in 1992 represent landmark moments that redefined how people thought about networking and information. The technologies introduced during this period are new and revolutionary, capturing imaginations and setting the stage for widespread changes in how humans communicate, work, and play.

The Control phase begins when the pioneering technologies become subject to governmental, corporate, or institutional control. Regulations emerge, businesses find ways to capitalize, and the open frontier of the Internet becomes segmented or even walled off. For example, the ARPANET was initially a government project, and the Web 2.0 era of the early 2000s saw massive startups like Facebook and MySpace dictate the ways in which people interacted online. While this control often brings stability and broader adoption, it may also stifle innovation and lead to power imbalances.

The Access phase is characterized by the democratization of Internet technologies. The Internet moves from a specialized or controlled environment to the pockets and homes of the general populace. During this phase, the focus shifts towards making access universal and seamless. Examples include the advent of personal computers in the late 1970s or the rise of mobile social media platforms around 2008. However, this democratization often comes with a darker side, such as increased surveillance or loss of privacy.

The Decay phase marks a period of disillusionment, where the initial promise of the Internet is overshadowed by unintended negative consequences. This phase could manifest as a bust in the technology market, the co-opting of the network for nefarious purposes, or even psychological or societal problems induced by pervasive technology use. For instance, the late 1980s saw debates over commercialization and 'netiquette' on USENET, while the post-2016 era has been fraught with concerns about election manipulation, misinformation, and mental health.

And here’s it’s attempt to list 10 events per phase:

Phase 1: 1962 (Vision)

  • Inception of packet-switching theory by Paul Baran.

  • Development of the concept of a "Galactic Network" by J.C.R. Licklider.

  • Licklider joins ARPA, driving the concept of computer networking.

  • Engelbart's "Mother of All Demos" in 1968.

  • Invention of the mouse by Engelbart and Bill English.

  • Sketchpad, the pioneering graphical computer program by Ivan Sutherland.

  • Basic programming language introduced by John Kemeny and Thomas Kurtz.

  • Creation of early computer games like "Spacewar!".

  • The rise of early computing companies like DEC.

  • Development of the ASCII standard for text representation.

Phase 2: 1969 (Control)

  • ARPANET's first successful message sent.

  • Creation of UNIX, a multi-user, multitasking operating system.

  • Standardization of the FTP protocol for file transfers.

  • Introduction of C programming language.

  • TCP/IP model proposed by Vinton Cerf and Robert Kahn.

  • Creation of email by Ray Tomlinson.

  • First computer virus, "Creeper," appears.

  • IBM's introduction of System/370, driving enterprise computing.

  • Establishment of Tymnet and other early commercial networks.

  • First International Conference on Computer Communications.

Phase 3: 1977 (Access)

  • Apple II launched.

  • Introduction of the Commodore PET.

  • Release of Radio Shack's TRS-80.

  • Creation of the first Bulletin Board System (BBS).

  • ASCII art becomes popular on BBS and in email.

  • Early forms of spam messages appear.

  • Emergence of Usenet.

  • Development of the Zilog Z80 microprocessor.

  • VisiCalc, the first spreadsheet software.

  • Launch of VAX systems by DEC, bringing powerful computing to more people.

Phase 4: 1983 (Decay)

  • Fights over commercial postings on USENET.

  • Emergence of hacker culture.

  • Introduction of domain name system (DNS).

  • Concerns about computer viruses after the creation of the "Brain" virus.

  • Early debates about internet censorship.

  • Formation of the Free Software Foundation by Richard Stallman.

  • Launch of Prodigy, an early online service.

  • CompuServe offers the first email service to consumers.

  • Creation of the File Transfer Protocol (FTP).

  • Microsoft Word introduced, signaling the commodification of software.

Phase 5: 1992 (Vision)

  • Release of the Mosaic web browser.

  • Justin Hall starts one of the first blogs.

  • Development of early instant messaging services like ICQ.

  • Dot-com boom begins.

  • Yahoo! founded.

  • Introduction of Java programming language.

  • Founding of Amazon.com.

  • Launch of eBay.

  • Creation of first web-based email services like Hotmail.

  • Founding of Google.

Phase 6: 2000 (Control)

  • Bursting of the Dot-com bubble.

  • Launch of Wikipedia.

  • Founding of Friendster, then MySpace.

  • Launch of LinkedIn.

  • Introduction of Facebook.

  • Advent of Web 2.0.

  • YouTube founded.

  • Apple introduces the iPhone.

  • Launch of Twitter.

  • USA PATRIOT Act expands government surveillance capabilities.

Phase 7: 2008 (Access)

  • Introduction of Android operating system.

  • Launch of Apple's App Store.

  • Emergence of Instagram.

  • WhatsApp founded.

  • Founding of Airbnb.

  • Edward Snowden leaks NSA documents.

  • Implementation of HTML5 standard.

  • Bitcoin and blockchain technology emerge.

  • Internet of Things (IoT) becomes a buzzword.

  • Arab Spring, partially facilitated by social media.

Phase 8: 2016 (Decay)

  • Election hacking and misinformation campaigns in the U.S. Presidential Election.

  • Increase in cyberbullying.

  • Launch of TikTok, changing social media consumption habits.

  • Mental health concerns like increasing rates of depression linked to social media.

  • Facebook-Cambridge Analytica scandal.

  • GDPR introduced in Europe, highlighting data privacy concerns.

  • Amazon becomes a dominant force in retail, sparking antitrust concerns.

  • Elon Musk's ventures, like buying Twitter, turning it into “X”

  • Increase in internet censorship in various countries.

  • Substack offers new hope for independent journalism.

12:34 pm — Quote from a draft I’m working on:

Can you imagine starting a blog your freshman year of college and getting 360 million views a day? This number is adjusted for 1995 “web inflation,” but that’s effectively what happened to Justin. He started college right when the first browser came out (1993), graduated right before Google (1998), and during that weird and pivotal era of the web, he became the first Internet-native celebrity.

10:19 am — The morning of 9/11 was obviously shocking, horrifying, and led to a paranoia that lasted months and years, especially if you lived in New York. Eventually it was normalized. Only 20 years later did it really hit me, and I found myself spontaneously burst into tears over it (especially odd given how rarely I cry). It’s strange how something so heavy can just take the form of objective historical fact. I guess the psyche doesn’t know what to do with it.

4:41 am — Apple is having a launch event tomorrow, and whether they bring up the Vision Pro or not is a big signal on how close they think VR/AR is for consumer adoption. WWDC, in June, is a developer conference. They launched Vision Pro then because they need a small army of people to start building apps for it. It’s slated for an early ‘24 release. My bet is that it’ll be underplayed tomorrow. There isn’t much convincing you can do through a livestream. Meanwhile, the YouTubers who actually got to try it had a religious experience / paradigm shift. The consumer flip in VR-openness won’t happen in flashy marketing reels, but in retail displays. Throughout next year, we’ll start to see VR kiosks in Apple Stores. Then in Sep 2024, they’ll announce the launch of a Vision Pro II, and 2025 will be the first year of mainstream VR onboarding. Just some informal prophecies.

12:52 am — Getting close to finishing Justin Halls’ 1996 logs:

November 1996:

“I decided that your work is an elaborate obituary.” — Amy

From Nov 14: "Looking through old mail reminds me I want to be as great as my father reading through his formal and informal correspondence, on legal blue carbon sheets filed office relics of a dead man either responding to city official ineptitude or encouraging and informing friends there's something so wonderful about that record I hope someone goes through my mail someday tries to understand who I was."

Other links:

12:17 am — History is the womb that fosters consciousness until it escapes space-time.

12:11 am — In Plexus, I see the potential to design a feed that escapes the “never-ending now.” Maybe feeds aren’t the inherent problem. The problem is when you over-index of viral ideas from celebrities shared in the last 24 hours. Imagine a social network where the feed only gets unlocked after you share your first post for the day. It constructs a feed by using AI to surface posts from the past (even the deep past) that are on whatever wavelength you’re on today. As you log through the day, the feed surfaces relevant ideas friends and strangers, unstuck in time.

September 10th, 2023

11:49 pm – History as a womb.

History is the womb that fosters consciousness until it escapes space-time.

11:45 pm – Resurrection rituals.

The resurrection of Christ is possible through a meticulously designed psychedelic ritual.

11:39 pm – Hello Plexus.earth.

I see a blinking cursor as an invitation to type text.

10:26 pm — The timeless cultural masterpieces that rise up above the swarm of real-time media are the end result of a long, boring, and arduous creative process. It might take 3,000 minutes (50 hours) to get the perfect 3 minute song.

That’s a 1,000x creation to consumption ratio.

What’s this ratio for an essay? That’s like spending 167 hours on a 10 minute read. Sounds crazy. I recently spent 50 hours on a 20 minute read recently. That’s only 150x, and it was brutal. Most writers I know who feel stuck admit to only spending 3 hours on a draft. That’s like an 18x.

Maybe the way to stay sane through this is to have different speeds, all cooking at the same time. Publish a 10x effort once a week; a 100x effort once a month; a 1,000x effort once a year.

A quote from Visa’s essay that sparked this:

“I found it deeply gratifying to properly witness some of the Beatles' creative process. I particularly admire Jackson's willingness to really take the time to have us simply sit with the Beatles as they struggle through their process. It's the thing that's so often lost when things get reduced into a 3 minute long training montage, where our beloved protagonist struggles and fails a few times before succeeding. It's rousing, inspiring, and, unfortunately, a total misrepresentation of the wintery isolation of enduring failure after failure with no sign of success.”

9:45 pm — Finding the unifying frame of an essay is half-tedious, half-thrilling detective work. It's like there was some invisible impulse to get all those shards on the page, but it takes some time to find it and name it.

9:21 pm — I want to survey my readers. Some preliminary question ideas:

  • Where do you read my stuff?

  • How long do you generally read in one sitting?

  • Rank these themes in order?

  • Rank these perks?

  • What would you pay for?

  • General feedback (open answer)

9:19 pm — I will help you capture your life, get thoughts on the page, and unfuck your first draft. (This covers all three phases of writing: ideation, drafting, and editing).

12:20 pm — Right before COVID, my band hosted a show at The Well in Brooklyn (now defunct), where we encouraged “micro-sets.” Instead of putting together a whole 45-minute set, we limited sets to 15-20 minutes. This created a lower lift for bands to test new ideas, genres, and experiments. My band wrote 2 sets for the night; our standard professional sounding country-rock set, but then also a bizarre gimmick where I wore a blonde wig, inherited the character of Bobo, and played a genre described as “acid frat-rock Florida-punk circus music.” A lot of bands showed up, and so we actually cut out normal set and only played as Bobo. People expected our typical polished songs, but instead got anti-songs that distorted the cliches of rock, and fused short repetitive gimmicks with some weird and spooky stuff. Responses ranged from, “I don’t get it,” to “that was a religious experience,” to “that was the cause of the pandemic,” to “this is moron shit to a degree you’ve never conceived.”

10:25 am — Contemplating a strategy of paywalling pages, not posts. If I see a “PREVIEW” badge in my feed, it’s almost always an auto-skip. Why would I jump in if I know there’s a cutoff? So instead, I could have unlisted pages that are paywalled. They can be hyperlinks at the end of logloglog (or even within essays). These pages are like a second layer of vulnerability/practicality, intended only for those who want to go down a Michael Dean rabbit hole.

10:07 am — Yesterday I coordinate an apartment hunt for my mother-in-lawn where 5 appointments were spaced out by 45 minutes. One was a maze like 2-family, the other a decrepit “tudor village,” then two of them were replicas literally across the street (but only one was renovated), and the winner was 3rd story unit in an elevator building with an epic “bridge view” (never knew that could be an amenity).

She had been to the building as a teenager. Her uncle lived in it. He did in that building, and when she was helping move his boxes she discovered he was homosexual.

At night, my wife and I needed to get out of the house to wake up and publish, and accidentally found a secret Greek cafe next to a church that must’ve had over 100 people in it.

10:01 am — The wrist pain in concerning. I wonder if I should keep track of the hours spent at a computer per day. It’s hard to measure. It’s not just “at a computer,” but it’s about time spent typing. I wonder if it’s “total time spent,” or “time spent without a break.” Maybe it’s OK to spend 8 hours a day typing, but if you type for 15 minutes without taking a break, you strain it.

9:59 am — How long does it take you to jot a note into your phone? Here’s a test. Open you phone stopwatch, hit go, write “Hello world” in a note, then go back and stop it. On a first pass I can get it under 10 seconds. On a second pass I can get it in under 5. I’ve tested this on people without a capture habit, and it could take 30-60. If there’s any friction, you’re way less likely to log.

September 9th, 2023

11:01 pm — Manually reformatting old logs to match my regex code in Margin Muse. Basically, I have a python script that uses a datestamp ("11:01 pm --") to mark the beginning of a new log. I've used this notation all of 2023. But my 2022 logs sometimes open with a title. The old formatting isn’t even predictable enough that I could reliably write a new script to parse logs. So I'm manually reformatting 13 months of old logs and listening to jazz to pass the time. (This kind of repetitive text labor is precisely what can cause a repetitive stress injury). I can't do this all at once. Maybe 2 months a day? Knock this out in a week? Once I have this, Margin Muse will be insanely useful.

10:48 pm — AI animates the compost heap of the journals from your past. Messy notes used to be a burden; a pile you had to sift through. Now, you benefit from the raw scale of capture.

10:25 pm — 254k words logged in 21 months; on pace for a million by 2028.

8:42 pm — Imagine a social network that was part anonymous. The feed presents ideas without the context of who wrote it. Only if you like it does it reveal the original author.

8:41 pm — How could logging be a social movement? It’s kind of a paradox. My logs are defined by existing on a low-traffic page of my website. The lack of visibility is why I’m less self-conscious than on Twitter. And no one can reply, engage, or even like a thought either. If they really like an idea, they can DM me (which happens sometimes).

On the flip side, it could be neat to try an experiment where you see a feed of raw, uninhibited logs within a small group, but you don’t know who is logging what.

3:38 pm — More Justin hall links:

September 1996

October 1996

“I have seen the best minds of my generation strungout on HTML starving hysterical naked for JavaScript standardization hating Microsoft disillusioned and cold and hungry combing the haight ashbury streets for an angry fix.”


3:13 pm — “Maybe you’re tired because you use your brain constantly.”

7:31 am — Looking at my recent Twitter analytics, and it seems like virality indeed comes from replies and not likes anymore. I heard this, but now see it myself. There’s one post with a very high like:view ratio, but no one replied, and so it stayed in my bubble. But another tweet, which had a lot less likes, but a few replies, got 5x the reach.

September 8th, 2023

10:14 pm — Abstract liquid visualizers go well with Khruangbin.

9:22 pm —Shows like “White Lotus” have the double appeal of letting normal people experience a life of extreme luxury, while also feeling morally above the rich people who are doing terrible things.

8:55 pm — In four years, glasses will be able to see the food you’re eating and automatically calculate your calories.

7:32 pm Justin’s 1996 logs; written in chaotic free-verse, holds nothing back, and finds a balance between “scholarly schizophrenia,” intimate personal details, and an evangelism around the self-publishing revolution. It’s known as, “On the Road of the Internet Age.” He did a road trip across the country on Greyhound busses, where he’d crash with his readers in exchange for building them a website. There’s even a William S. Burroughs appearance (a character in Kerouac’s on the Road from 1957).

6:38 pm — Editing and writing coaching will make obvious the kinds of software needed to help the process.

6:35 pm — Straddle two modes at once; strategic and non-strategic. When you aren’t strategic, your’e a nuclear engine of creativity. Strategic schemes emerge that are worth testing. But never go fully all in on anything, because when the scheme of the month withers, the energy to diverge from scratch is high.

6:28 pm — There are two elements of “coaching” that typically aren’t seen together: introspection & legibility. Introspection is about helping someone locate where they are on the map, what skills they have, what their blocks are, how they should spend their time, and the next big moves to make. Legibility is about how to convey what they are and where they’re going to the public. It covers how to structure About pages, products, services; it’s how you explain yourself to others. Both introspection and legibility are needed to launch a 21st century career online.

6:05 pm — Offer diagnostics to writers: “What do I need to learn next?”

5:37 pm — Common problem; our personal information silos are in disarray. Instead of inventing tools or methods to stay organized, imagine a system that thrived in chaos? This is the essence of Margin Muse. Throw everything you capture into one heap and forget about it. As you create, it not only knows what you mean, but it connects you to thoughts you didn’t even have in mind. It reveals the hidden connections in your thinking.

2:10 pm — Existentialism and Absurdism are two different approaches to Nihilism (a lack of definitive meaning). Existentialists aim to construct their own self-defined value system, which Absurdists think that abstract hierarchies of value prevent you from acting authentically in a give moment.

1:05 pm — As I manually dial brokers from Zillow, and consistently get sent to filled voicemail boxes, I imagine how mature VR technology is going to change this game.

12:14 pm — Is there an essay version of Sovereign Individual? I’m fascinated by the thesis, but the book feels like a bloated way to transmit it. I think Balaji (inspired by SI), totally nailed the idea to share compressed versions of his thesis before getting into the details.

11:30 pm — I think the Sovereign Individual underestimates the ability of existing power to hijack and adapt to emerging technology. The whole book is an over-simplification. Yes, the virtual age has a democratizing dimension. It also has a very clear and powerful totalitarian dimension. As always, the two will clash and fight. One will not completely overpower the other.

11:24 am — Midway through reading Erik Hoel’s piece on prediction markets. There’s something fascinating (and revealing) about turning the archetype of the sorcerer into a statistical graph. The esoteric turned mathematic. From what I’ve read, the manic certainty in predictions of LK-99 (which rose to 70%) matches Google Trends to the hour. Similar to crypto, seems like people are betting on information asymmetry, and their own ability to know before the public.

10:50 am — Is there a Letterboxed for music, where you can write about your favorite albums? I feel like album reviews would be a neat thing to have on my site.

10:30 am — An uninterrupted stream of capture (through logs and glasses) collapses the illusion of time. Geez. Big topic with lots to unpack. It was a strange effect reading Justin Hall’s logs from Jan-Jun '1996, and then have it go dark for 2 months because of tendonitus (from furious typing), to then resume in full force in September. It’s a dark patch. Did it really happen? (of course it did). But to an external observer, I have no data, and it’s probably fuzzy to him too. The ego is anchored in the present, from a sole vantage point, but media let’s it revert back to past moments, helpiung

September 7th, 2023

10:17 pm — More Justin Hall reading;

8:41 pm — What is the middle ground between exponential growth and cyclical patterns deriving from human nature? The spiral. The spiral goes infinitely outwards, growing on each revolution, but always passes familiar ground. By understanding technology, we can aim to predict how we spiral outward into novelty. But by understanding sociology, we can understand how the future will rhyme with the past.

9:29 pm — Topography, Climate, Microbes, and Technology are the 4 factors that determine how things pivot during a geopolitical change (according to Sovereign Individual). There’s another book called Guns, Germs, and Steel), which misses out of Topography and Climate.

9:25 pm — Emerson quote:

Machinery is aggressive. The weaver becomes a web. The machinists a machine. If you do not use tools, they use you.

9:04 pm — Characteristics of a geopolitical change (from Sovereign Individual):

  • The shift happens before people realize; and we’re blind to changes in logic/

  • Old ways become irrelevant, incomes drop, and opportunity shifts to frontiers.

  • There is social chaos & cultural clashes between old and new (it’s unpopular).

  • Corruption, moral decline, inefficiency.

8:21 pm — No one acknowledge Rome’s fall until it didn’t matter anymore. It took centuries to acknowledge. We now declare it as 476, but Charlemagne (rule in the 800s) said he was still ruling Rome.

8:20 pm — Oswald Spengler is mentioned in Sovereign Individual (the name only landed with me after I heard of him through Burroughs). He made his “fall of the west” call in 1911. SI agrees with his call, but says it’s a radical rebirth, not a death.

8:18 pm — Get the details from the last 8 minutes of the 1st chapter of Sovereign Individual (SI). It breaks down history into 500 years cycles (going back to 500 BC). We have Greece, Rome, the Dark Ages, Feudalism, and the “Modern Era.” Is 5 data points significant? It’s certainty harder to collect data from a 500 year loop than a 15-20 year loop. But I think it’s possible to reconcile SI with Strauss-Howe. SI covers huge leaps, while inter-generational theory covers what happens within each paradigm. For example, the Modern Era has 6 Strauss-Howe loops (Renaissance, Enlightenment, Revolutions, Transcendental, Industrial, Electric), each at 83 years (a long human life). American was the “midpoint” of the modern era.

8:11 pm — The birth of Christ is the central fact of history. 2,000 is a large round number. When was dating of Christ actually done? By 6th century monks? And they determined it’s off by 4 years? (SI) That’s so minor. According to Terence McKenna, Hermes Trismegistus was off by centuries, and we didn’t know until the Renaissance. I have strange theory that Christ was actually born in 83 BC, but given the repercussions of that, I’m taking it slow, doing research, and the essay will come when it’s ready

6:13 pm — I was 4 days late on paying an EZ pass toll, and they thought it was fair to charge me $500 in fees. I called, ready to argue, but they were extremely robotic, chill, and procedural. Simple fix! Just sign up for an EZ pass account, and we’ll wipe those tolls right off.

4:10 pm — Should moth-burning food be reflected in a tip? Seems like a kitchen foul, not a service foul. Who gets the tip? I tried to tell the server, “It’s good, but hot,” and she thought I meant spicy, not scorching, and laughed at me in a “see, told you so!” kind of way.

2:55 pm — Get as much feedback as you can, but examine it critically.

2:49 pm — Loosing steam on a draft is like running out of gas in a desert.

2:42 pm — The beauty of a personal blog is that you don’t have to tailor everything you say to a defined audience.

2:06 pm — Solid shiny dime summary by Alissa:

National pastimes rely on shared mythologies.

9:06 am — It is fascinating to consume media from the same person, spread out by 23 years. I’m reading free-verse prose from 1994 Justin Hall on a road trip, while listening to 2017 Justin Hall giving wise parenting advice in coherent sentences.

7:47 am — "Plot is no more than footprints left in the snow after your characters have run by on their way to an incredible destination." Ray Bradbury

12:35 am — Justin Hall links:

September 6th, 2023

10:00 pm — Meal prep and podcasts were meant for each other.

5:02 pm — Push your boundaries, but know them. I want to get to a point where I have little personal restraint around sharing, while also respecting others. I won’t render the details of my marriage, a psychological analysis of my friends and family, or private details of companies I’ve worked with.

4:56 pm — My last two essays (one on TikTok, and another on Justin Hall) have been heavy on research (20-30 hours). I go through phases of rapid absorption. It’s actually too much for me to parse out, but it helps me build a map with directionality. That outline is important. You want the outline to emerge as you research. If it’s all just one hyperlinked brain, then you don’t have an easy way to start a linear essay. I find that I don’t even need to reference my notes as I write from my fuzzy outline. The important details somehow make their way through, and then I can check the sources to find any bits I missed.

3:40 pm — As I’m watching a documentary about oversharing, there’s a man on a ladder outside my window looking in. He’s redoing the exterior and roof of my building. My window’s open because it’s a beautiful day. Not sure if he was “watching me” or if he just saw a glimpse as he was working. Either way, as he physical seems some guy in a room, he probably doesn’t know that the guy is rendering some version of him onto the Internet through a log. He is forever ladder man.

11:27 am — Pokemon Snap as a metaphor for our reality.

September 5th, 2023

8:41 pm — The universe rewards us when we understand it.

8:39 pm — Old civic myths are in the process of eroding into a state of disorientation. Our era might be known as a “disorientation epidemic,” which COVID being just one part of it. Perhaps it’s one of 5 massive societal shifts, but it’s the first to happen through real-time communication tools.

6:59 pm — Psychosis as a perceptual flaw.

2:41 pm — Crisis periods are known for great danger and great reward, an unprecedented scope, autonomous individuals and desperate governments, a radical restructuring of the nature of sovereignty. (SI).

2:40 pm — From the 20th century forward, crypto seems pointless and evil, but from the 21st century back, it’s a renaissance and a liberty revolution. (SI)

1:45 pm — From Justin Hall in early 1996. He was taking notes all day, and then turning them into daily entries at night.

I seldom go out these days without a camera

never without my notepad.

1:41 pm — Justin Hall links;

March 1996

April 1996

May 1996


1:37 pm — Math is in the process of devouring institutions, borders, information, currency, and intelligence itself. Think of the disruptive power of crypto, AI, and VR, and how all 3 of those are enabled by different forms of complex math (blockchain, LLMS, and computer vision).

1:31 pm — “Soon, the cows will have wings.” (SI)

1:14 pm — Muted my first plane. Noise cancelling technology is now magical. It’s obvious. It’s science. It’s still shocking. It defies intuition that you can click your ear and turn off the sound of the objects around you. Heart’s racing. Smells are intense in the absence of sound.

12:59 pm — Wow. It's almost creepy to the degree that noise cancellation can simulate deafness and exaggerate the ringing in my ears. Fridge humming be gone.

12:53 pm — Caved and got the AirPods Pros ($250). Never needed them. Was fine with the oldest crappiest ones, until I decided I wanted to listen to podcast during my workout classes, and I wasn't able to block out the hoorahs and bad music unless I crammed them deep into my ear with the volume 100%. Not optimal. Ears rang that night going to bed. The noise cancelling feature is worth it now. This was a health purchase.

12:46 pm — The tone of my logs have noticeably shifted in the last day. Last week, I was doing so much reading and research, that they took on a semi-stiff academic tone. Now, trying to deflate the expectations I have a log. Don’t even need full sentences. It’s a log FGS. The whole point is to be more frequent and personal, to capture the fleeting nature of the intrinsic perspective.

11:18 am — Robo number, from Garden City, "Is this the McMillans?"

11:06 am — Justin Hall’s 1996 daily logs took around 2 hours to write.

11:04 am — You need to give hard feedback to the people you believe in most.

11:00 am — Home alone. No groove to the day. Feeling tension between best practices and bursting curiosity. I have a compulsive need to be thorough that sometimes destroys me. I can't just casually dip into links.net and read a few entries. Now that I've read one full month, I need to read all the months. I need the full picture if I want to speak to it, right?

10:53 am - Going through Justin's logs, day by day
January 96, the starting point
Mid February, head's exploding
It's a mix of breadcrumbs and prose
But feels like a semi-full glimpse into someone's experience

Saw that Walter Isaacson wrote about him
A "reputable" source (X00,000 followers)
Tempted to get the ebook and jump to that section
What's the resolution?
Was the story really told in its essence?
And what's the angle?
It can't be angle-less,
Even if you attempt to break it down to the facts, that's an angle
What's wrong with the web now?
How does Justin's story tie into our situation?

Deep diving into this right now feels like a distraction
But the best (and worthwhile) distraction
I have an editor workshop to deliver in 2 days
An X audience to grow (reluctant, but practical)
5 other books that are 15-20% finished
Absorbing media is the bottleneck
The synthesis engine has limited and precious bandwidth
Does the synthesis engine need a manager?

7:50 am— Woke up with heavy eyes that might last all day. 10 minutes left until an early meeting.

1:36 am — Late night white noise from 3 sources: the fan, the crickets, and the neighbor’s radio that has been playing all night in recent weeks. Maybe that’s her white noise of choice.

1:31 am — Up late reading Justin’s logs from January ‘96. Inspired by the broken prose. It goes in and out of fragments and clear thinking. Sometimes it’s essay quality, other times, unfinished breadcrumbs. I can do that. Who reads these raw logs anyway? Justin’s lots feel so engaging because of the Personal Dimension. Other people feel nuanced and realistic. They’re not fabricated caricatures or cautious renderings. Maybe that ended up backfiring, but it’s part of what makes these so alluring.

12:55 am -
I am link harvesting
I am harvesting the links
Reading, not highlighting
But capturing pages worth revisiting
And adding tags/labels so I remember what's in them
Helps me navigate in the future
Who knows what form this grand synthesis will take

74/12/16 — Born

January 1996

February 1996

Misc. unsorted links:

12:36 am — Timeline of events:

  • Dec 1992, work begins on Mosaic browser

  • Feb 1992, Mosaic released

  • Dec 1993, John Markoff article on Mosaic in the NYT

  • Jan 1994, Justin Hall launches his links.net, soon turned “Links from the Underground.”

  • 1994, Justin crashed Swarthmore’s server and gets a job at WIRED online as an Editorial Assistant.

12:29 am — I love the way web browsers are explained. Clicking is a radical innovation; the killer app of the Internet. Seems so obvious to us now, yet, we’ve seen similar problems in the cryptocurrency space (I still have to type in long addresses to send money from one account to another).

Before Mosaic, finding information on computer data bases scattered around the world required knowing -- and accurately typing -- arcane addresses and commands like "telnet://" Mosaic lets computer users simply click a mouse on words or images on their computer screens to summon text, sound and images from many of the hundreds of data bases on the Internet that have been configured to work with Mosaic.

Click the mouse: there's a NASA weather movie taken from a satellite high over the Pacific Ocean. A few more clicks, and one is reading a speech by President Clinton, as digitally stored at the University of Missouri. Click-click: a sampler of digital music recordings as compiled by MTV. Click again, et voila: a small digital snapshot reveals whether a certain [coffee pot in a computer science at Cambridge University in England is empty or full.

12:27 am — In December of 1993, John Markoff explained Mosaic, the first web browser, in the New York Times as: “a map to the buried treasures of the Information Age.” In that same article, Larry Smar describes it as “the first window into cyberspace.”

12:24 am — There was a time when the Internet was emerging, but was gatekept by colleges and research institutions. You needed login credentials. From the same Justin Hall article (Dec ‘91):

My single problem with this would have to be the same problem I had with the film Akira, that is, that it is unavailable. Unavailable to a normal high school age person, like myself, who wishes to peruse and take an active role in discussion. When I called Northwestern University and asked whether or not they offered accounts to students not currently enrolled in any of their schools, their answer was a flat out no, not even for money would they let me on. I have heard though, that one may enter these conferences through the Compuserve Information Service, but few of those computer hackers that I know can afford their phone bills, let alone paying for Compuserve at at least 10$ an hour. So I must resort to looking through my friends account (illegal), hacking an account (illegal and difficult), or waiting for college (legal, but requires patience!). All three are frustrating options.

12:21 am — Justin Hall, from Dec’ 91, writing about USENET:

Any problem, any idea, any organization, anything is in these newsgroups. There are groups for Celtic, Arabic, and Nordic culture. There is a group for pagans, for bisexuals, musicians, animators, poets, narcs, Deadheads, ZappaHeads, computer geeks, speed freaks.

September 4th, 2023

3:51 pm — Malls have peaked. They’re waning, and will probably die a slow death over the next few decades as online shopping continues to innovate. There won’t be a need for a mass aggregation of random retailers. Something else will emerge.

3:50 pm — Again, wishing for a store where all of the clothes fit. Seems like the most obvious obstacle in purchasing clothing. Madewell could’ve robbed me of a few hundred dollars if they could better match me with the right fit. There is obviously no need to regulate fashion and have a universal standard for size, but I wonder if there’s a commercial opportunity to be insanely good at that.

3:03 pm — In a Madewell waiting for my wife to try on some jeans, I had a vision of a band wearing oversized jean jackets playing fast and highly-technical songs, featuring 3-guitarists doing poly-rhythms, each with the limitation of using only 2-3 notes (so together, they can harmonize within a full octave). Vocally, they just lob poetic fragments over the verses, and all the rhythm momentarily stops for a catchphrase sentence.

2:16 pm — There are signs in the mall of bomb-sniffing weed-sniffing canines. They will eat your face. But more likely, they will get disoriented by the plumes of perfume from the mall kiosks.

2:13 pm — Paranoid thoughts in a clustered public bathroom about how malls are micro-cities optimized for commerce. No residential. Air condition maxed out to create the ideal conditions. Massage chairs every X,000’. Intentionally vague signage. The Venice effect. This must all be documented in some consultants PDF. Look into the history of intellectual critique on shopping malls (from Walter Benjamin to Joan Didion to Rem Koolhas).

2:04 pm — $25.17 for quinoa salad with beans, avocdao, tofu, giner, water, and seltzer. I remember when you could eat healthy for $5. Could still cook healthy for $6, but when in the grease-town food court, this is the only option.

2:02 pm — I bet I would go viral if I made a Reddit post about my “reverse munchies” phenomenon. All it takes for me is one big toke, and my stomach shrivels and all my eating habits reverse. Sober, I’m an animal, and I aim to have an uninterrupted stream of taste. High, I eat slow, feel everything as it moves through my body. I eat around 1/4 of the volume I typically eat. Why does this happen to me? Is it just my wiring? Am I fortunate for this? Is it exposing some emerging problem in my digestive system? Reddit should know.

1:49 pm — Parked in between F-H at the Roosevelt Field parking garage. Next to a Mercedes, mother and daughter get out. Alone, we take two hits. Bad idea. Marijuana is a wrench to consumerism, and it’s a funny self-imposed obstacle to physically impair yourself from enjoying the spending experience. It’s actually good, conservative sense.

1:30 pm — It’s neat to see the Strauss-Howe generational theory reflected in the music of our last 80 years:

  • The High: In the 40s and 50s, emerging music had an uplifting nature. Think of post-war opera singers. Or think of early rockabilly and simple lyrics about finding love and starting a family. There was a yearning for stability.

  • The Awakening: You can sense a spiritual rebirth in the music of the 60-80s. Just look at the difference between early & late Beatles. Dylan brought “the protest song” to the times (though around long before). The Grateful Dead bring improv and psychedelic jams to dissolve ordinary song structure. The subconscious is unleashed, and there is an evolving sense of “the weird” through each decade (from Lennon, to Bowie, to Byrne).

  • The Unraveling: The late 80s, 90s, and early 2000s saw a split into “mainstream” and “underground.” We saw the rise of celebrities, plastic pop stars, and boy bands (think N’SYNC, Spice Girls). Artists were manufactured and marketed as product through new distribution systems. The underground saw a split into genres, each embodying a different kind of cynicism and disillusionment (rap, metal, emo). Radiohead emerged as the band of angst and paranoia.

  • The Crisis: In the new millenium, we’ve seen another split that’s defined by Internet distribution and social media. The possibility to go viral has ushered the rise of the gimmick. Think Gangnam Style and Lady Gaga. Music is engineered to be shocking, absurd, and instantly attention-worthy. It’s defined by it’s “in your faceness.” But the opposite has also happened: music has receded into the background. Lo-fi beats is music to work to. EDM and Dubstep is music to wave to. Music is ancillary. Spotify brings the history of recorded music into your pocket. We can access everything, all of the hundreds of splintered sub-genres. Your taste is algorithmically calculated, and you get a stream of songs tailored for you, without you even needing to know the artists’ name or the decade it’s from. When music is so hyper-optimized for each individual, it evaporates from the culture, and there’s no shared consensus taste, or opinions of how philosophy should be enshrined in song.

1:14 pm — An artist has to overcome a string of connected fetishes; obsession with the work itself, obsession with the products of the work (attention), obsession with the identity of an artist. If you’re reliant on any of these, you’re at the mercy of unpredictable shifts and droughts. The ultimate goal is to find art in a state of simple and pure being. From there is the source of inspiration, anyway.

11:52 am — Imagine pre-history as a horizontal line and post-history as a vertical line. History is the process in which humanity rebels against the constraints of nature (space and time) to fulfill the promises of its imagination. History is limited; finite; a threshold; a test; a passage; a womb. Everything from fire to atomic weapons is still part of our “chrysalis” (the pupal stage), and the butterfly beyond history is not just stranger than we suppose, it’s stranger than we can suppose.

11:15 am — Justin Hall's website was called "On the Road of the 1990s." Both writers brought out the "intrinsic perspective," meaning there was a confessional quality. Their work felt like a true representation of their mind and inner life. Both writers found trouble with scale. Kerouac was tortured by his fame. And Hall found trouble when the rest of the world came online and found his blog. How can we be expressive at scale?

10:34 am — Things that might destabilize the Strauss-Howe theory.

  • The lack of generational aging (prolonged adolescence)

  • The increasing rate of technology shifts power from older to younger generations

  • The extension of human life

  • Technology that scrambles consensus (singular identities within a culture)

10:11 am — Lichtenstein, 1922:

“The limits of my language mean the limits of my world."

9:07 am — Hunter S. Thompson:

"We are all wired into a survival trip now. No more of the speed that fueled that 60's. That was the fatal flaw in Tim Leary's trip. He crashed around America selling "consciousness expansion" without ever giving a thought to the grim meat-hook realities that were lying in wait for all the people who took him seriously... All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure is ours too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of a whole life-style that he helped create... a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old-mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody... or at least some force - is tending the light at the end of the tunnel."

8:42 am — Another odd-dream; a series of convincing vignettes, that each seem lucid or convincing in the moment, but upon connection, make no sense: I'm at a sleep-away camp in Greece turned Alaska, turned idyllic college campus, where I made instant friends with a stranger by sharing a codeword, turned into a stage where a ventriloquist stuck a needle into the back of his dolls neck, turning it into a real person. How does dream blending work? Am I only remembering disjointed shards? Or are these moments actually warping into each other?

September 3rd, 2023

11:30 pm — Consider the imaginal perspective in essay writing.

8:26 pm — Levitating Frogs: this would be an amazing name for a blog about superconductors.

2:57 pm — Instead of showing a range of examples, all in mid-detail, render 1 example in high resolution, and include the rest of them in a single sentence. The high-res detail helps us lucidly see what you mean. Then the list sentence shows that this is a phenomena that extends into others areas. The reader will believe you, and fill in the details with their imagination. If you unpack every single examples, you risk losing the plot.

2:56 pm — Here are the books and documentaries I'd like to absorb by December to prepare for an essay I want to write:

  • What the Dormouse Said: How the Sixties Counterculture Shaped the Personal Computing Industry, Markoff, 2005

  • Century of the Self, Adam Curtis, 2002

  • TechGnossis: Myth, Magic and Mysticism in the Age of Information, Davis, 1998

  • The Fourth Turning, Strauss-Howe, 1997

  • Soverign Individual, Davidson/Rees-Mogg, 1997

  • The Decline of the West, Spengler, 1918

  • The Phenomenology of Spirit, Hegel, 1807

And here are another 10 books AI recommended based on this list:

1. "The Shallows: What the Internet Is Doing to Our Brains" by Nicholas Carr (2010) - This book discusses the impact of the internet on our cognitive abilities.

2. "Amusing Ourselves to Death: Public Discourse in the Age of Show Business" by Neil Postman (1985) - A critique of the way television has shaped public discourse and thought.

3. "Understanding Media: The Extensions of Man" by Marshall McLuhan (1964) - Explores the impact of media technologies on human psychology and society.

4. "The Gutenberg Galaxy: The Making of Typographic Man" by Marshall McLuhan (1962) - An examination of the transformative effect of the print medium on culture and society.

5. "Cosmos and Psyche: Intimations of a New World View" by Richard Tarnas (2006) - Looks at the relationship between cosmic cycles and historical patterns, similar to "The Fourth Turning."

6. "The Medium is the Massage" by Marshall McLuhan and Quentin Fiore (1967) - An exploration of how media shapes human perception and society.

7. "The Age of Em: Work, Love, and Life when Robots Rule the Earth" by Robin Hanson (2016) - Discusses what society could look like when robots become an integral part of it, covering themes similar to "The Sovereign Individual."

8. "Future Shock" by Alvin Toffler (1970) - Discusses the psychological and social changes brought about by rapid technological advancement.

9. "The Society of the Spectacle" by Guy Debord (1967) - A Marxist critique of mass media and the commodification of social life.

10. "Being and Time" by Martin Heidegger (1927) - Though not directly about technology or social cycles, this philosophical work delves into the nature of existence in a changing world, in some ways complementing Hegel's "Phenomenology of Spirit."

2:14 pm — When something scales, it often grows into it's own shadow.

12:52 pm — On TikTok with 1,000 people watching an AI named George beat Super Mario World (on Super Nintendo). It's on World 2, Level 1, and has been stuck on this level for the last 24 hours.

9:56 am — Another striking dream; a bachelor's party on some Indonesian island; wealthy, but apparently cursed; and I got the chills from hearing voices in the house.

September 2nd, 2023

2:36 pm — The ordering of Abbey Road is excellent, and it's defined by it's shifting in moods. It starts with "Come Together," a John Lennon song that supported Tim Leary's run of the governor of California (an absurd venture). Then we get George's "Something," an undeniably beautiful (non-political) song. After that we get "Maxwell's Silver Hammer" (a goofy Paul song), "Oh! Darling" (a 50s doo-wop song), and "Octopus's Garden" (a Ringo kids song). Each of these 3 have a John Lennon twist of irony (a Paul song, but kill the main character in the chorus; doo-wop but screamo; a kids song with an abstract double entendre about a vagina). Then we get into "I Want You (She's So Heavy)" back to a moody John song, that closes with a spooky looped riff for 4 minutes, with what sounds like evil vacuum cleaners going in and out of your ears. It cuts off abruptly, going into Harrison's cheery and classic, "Here Comes the Sun," only to go straight back into "Because," a reprise to "I Want You," with an ethereal church-sounding harmony. Then, back to practical Paul's "You Never Give Me Your Money," with the lyrics "out of college, money spent," which shifts right back to "Sun King." After that, it's a 7-song medley, where almost none of them break 2 minutes. There's constant forward momentum.

11:42 am — Long-form essay schedule, let's see if I stick to it:

  • SEP 23 - Justin Hall - the first online writer, '93, WOP-lead in

  • OCT 23 - AI Beatles - coordinate with new Beatles AI album (from Paul)

  • NOV 23 - DMT & Death - short essay + fiction (twist on "the holidays")

  • DEC 23 - The 60s, The Web, The Singularity (deep winter reading, EOY predictions)

  • JAN 24 - Emerson, anti-mimesis in online writing (annual review, how to be different online)

  • FEB 24 - St. Paul & Jesus (crucified in 83 BC, coordinate with the start of Lent)

  • MAR 24 - Baseball (coordinate with the start of the season)

11:15 am — Be patient in deciding what to write about. You often want to cover everything all once. These ALL have to get published THIS month. They don't. Focus on one thing at a time. If an idea is actually important enough, it will still be relevant in 6 months.

9:45 am — Dreamed something twice in the same night, but varied each time. Why does that happen?

  • Dream v1; randomly found myself as the main actor of a play (Macbeth), in front of a huge audience. I didn't know any of my lines. I brought out the script, and held it behind the actor in front of me, so no one could see as I was reading. Even though I could read the lines, my voice barely worked. I spoke, but couldn't project. No one could hear me.

  • Dream v2; I was on the same stage, but instead of reading the lines, I just got possessed by the character. I was speaking non-sense, but my voice was triumphant. I could echo between expressive screaming and eery whispering. I was the highest possible embodiment of the character, but wasn't saying anything. I got a standing ovation.

September 1st, 2023

11:39 pm — Close your eyes and see the sun. Can you imagine white light?

6:56 pm — Instead seeing yourself as a point within the Nolan diamond chart, imagine stretching across all four corners in an X shape. This means you are simultaneously a liberal-libertarian, a conservative-libertarian, a liberal-statist, and a conservative-statist. You are identity fluid, and see the benefits and drawbacks of each. When it comes to the typical heated issues, someone who straddles the diamond is a dimension above the debates where each side can only embody a single vantage point.

5:35 pm — As a culture, we've been on a steady arc to defy space and time. A book is the most primitive example of something that defies space and time. It extends wisdom outside of the local nature of the oral tradition. With the novel, you can die into someone's consciousness across centuries and continents. What is the end goal of this urge?

4:30 pm — If good writing comes from editing, then the secret to quality is patience.

4:29 pm — Before I had a self-heating mug, I always left reheated coffee in the microwave. When my mug accidentally dies, I repeat the same old habits. Noticed that my new microwave beeps if you don't open the door after a minute.

2:45 pm — Vladimir Nabokov quote:

“There are three points of view from which a writer can be considered: he may be considered as a storyteller, as a teacher, and as an enchanter. A major writer combines these three--storyteller, teacher, enchanter--but it is the enchanter in him that predominates and makes him a major writer.”

1:14 pm — It feels like my systems are starting to click together at different scales. At the scale of the month, I have a 2-3 hour review process. At the scale of the day, I have the "ONE thing" frame, and a simple checklist. What's missing is the weekly scale.

11:16 am — Is there any value in sharing my "monthly creator review," or is that too idiosyncratic and personal?

11:16 am — Loving judgement.

9:06 am — Brands will package the same thing in 3 different ways to catch the edge-quirks across a population. In half the cases, use a clear bottle. In half the cases, add a stupid adjective. In half the cases, create a ridiculous promise. That's 8 permutations of the same thing, all adjacent to each other. Your whole field of choice is still within the same company.

9:05 am — I have a weird habit from childhood where I shakeout my shoes before I put them on (one time I found a dead mouse in my soccer cleats).

  • A full archive of all my logs (WIP):

    • 2023: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | ## | ## | ## | ##

    • 2022: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12

    • 2021: ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | ## | 12